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Post by Midnight on Nov 9, 2007 6:38:24 GMT -5
(i have 198 so far if i miss counted tell me)
Moveing Slowly (was made 6-14-06 at 12:06)
Moving slowly through the crowd
Feet never touching the ground
Gliding slowly through the air
A hand extended out
No face can be seen
All you can see is the black cape over me
Stealing your soul
Eating your life
I'm in your dreams
Scaring you
Walking slowly towards you
I reach out my hand to touch you
Gripping your neck, I hear you cry
Laughing as you slowly die
Ripping you soul away
You're coming with me today
Dead Things
Dead things laying around
All over and across the ground
Heads, body, toes, and feet
Laying everywhere, isn't it neat
Death walks here with a smile
Would you stay awhile
Dead things laying around
All over and across the ground
Blood dripping on the floor
I think, I just herd a knock at the door
Walking slowly, I hear a cry
Something I can't let get by
Dead things laying around
All over and across the ground
People screaming
None are dreaming
Till the day is done
Come wont you have some fun
The Dagger Why do you look at me like that and smile at me when you know I am broken yet again. I squish you tightly as if to kill you. Gripping you tightly I stare at you hard and wonder what brought me to this. Was it the past? Was it the present? Could I take anymore or could I just plunge you deep into my heart with your sharp, metal, cold point into my soul.
Stop staring at me like I can keep going on like this. With false hope or go on knowing I won't ever be happy with the way I am going or should I care what I am doing and throw myself at every single person passing my way just because I am wanting and lonely. Should I just stab myself and listen to you laugh as I slowly die against you knowing you were always there waiting to taste my blood on your blade. Laying there on my bar waiting for me to finally pick you up and end it all and now I laugh as I hold you close to me thinking of what I really want and what I am doing. "Is it worth it?", I ask it as I slowly get ready to do it then I drop you and listen to you cry as you fall upon the cold, brown floor, yelling at me that your hungry for what I was about to do. I turn and leave you and leave the next day till I see you the next time and do the same because I am stronger then that but need just a little push to keep me going. Thanks dagger you really helped.
The Dagger Part II Running to get you, the tears streaming down my face. Screaming and yelling at nothing but the air as I run towards you, pick you up and grip you tightly. I shake you madly and scream at you, asking you what I did to have to come back to you. I grip you tightly and listen to you screaming back at me. I see you grinning as I put you against my neck. I look up at the light thinking about what I am about to do "It's only hell they say I'm going to." I tell myself and smile. I tilt my head back still gripping you tightly as I bring your blade hard against my neck. In one quick pull I feel the blood running down my neck and hear you laughing at her as I choke against my own blood. Putting a hand against my neck, I fall to my knees. Still holding you close to me, I lift my hand slightly and see the red blood dripping down my hand and I smile "No one would find me anyway." I say as I take my last breath and fall to my bed. I close my eyes and grip the dagger tighter. The room goes black the room grows still and quiet and cold a girl lays there with a dagger in her hand, her neck cut and a smile on her face her room is dark and cold and the light is out. Blood is covering the floor as they open the door and looked down at her they wonder what happened to bring her to such limits. Life is hard and no one wants to live forever. They took her and burried her under an old willow tree with her family, the only ones that ever loved her.
In A Bed of Love
(blade and flash )
i layed there kissing him deeply his dark purple eyes staring hard at me as he rubbed my stomach loveingly and hard feeling all of my muscles as i layed there on my back him leaning against me on the bed we where both naked as he pressed his dick against my leg i could feel it trobbing there against my tight as i moaned against him my tounge in his mouth his tounge running roughtly over mine as he grasp my dick slightly and pressed his thumb against the tip i moaned harder and breathed harder into the kiss as his knees pressed against my tights slightly i closed my eyes as he pinned me there smikring at me as he kissed me my heart was beating fast i felt like my world was spinning and god i loved it without a word to me he flipped me fast and pressed to fingures in my hole as he now sucked and kissed at my neck god he was like lighting against me going fast and doing everything right god i loved it he pinned me against the bed. i loved that to as he moved his fingures in and out slightly as he jacked me off more and got me ready for him after awhile without warning i felt his big hard throbbing dick against my hole when he moved his fingures and he thrusted slowly into me i cryed out loudly and he nipped at my neck gripping my shoulders he lifted himself up and deep inside me i breathed into the pillow close to me the best i could as he started to thrust hard against me god it burned and stung like hell,but i loved it anyways i could fell a bit of precum drip down onto his fingures as he jacked me off as well he flickered his tounge against my neck driving me crazy i screamed and cryed his name as he went. man he was good and rough just the way i liked it and was used to it after awhile i started screaming louder as the bed rocked like mad and he went harder until he cummed deeply into me and i cummd onto the bed deeply as well and he bit into my neck and drank from me ohhhh god i loved it as i relaxed as he thrusted a bit more into me and then jsut stayed in me as he feed off my blood god i loved that to and i moaned breathing hard against him.
Screaming Loudly Screaming loudly
Struggling there
Held by ropes and chains
A blind fold over my eyes
Struggling more
Screaming louder
Hands tied down, over my head
Feet tied down on the bed
Hands running slowly up my thighs
Screaming louder, I close my eyes
Jerking harder trying to get away
He grips me around the neck, chocking me
Brings his hand against my head hoping to knock me out
Struggling more as hands move farther up
I scream for help
But no one comes
My door is locked
The lights are off
After awhile all is quiet
A girl lays there on the bed
Passed out or dead, no one would know
The guy is still in the room
Looking down at her beautiful body
Smirking to himself he presses on
Not caring what would happen after word
A little while later his still there
He stopped, but sits there
Smiling down at the girl that lays there
To be dead or just passed out
No one would know
He whips the blood from his hands
Puts a gag in her mouth, opens the door and leaves her there. Turning around he slapped a lock on the door locking it shut tightly. Taking the keys he leaves.
Fire In My Eyes
Fire in my eyes
Burning up the lies
Flames burning them slowly
Flickering against the pain
Fire burning in my eyes
Burning all of those lies
Moving slowly across the ways
Counting all the days
There’s a fire burning in my eyes
Slowly burning all the lies
Flickering against the pain
Today, the pain is gone
Gone forever
Won't come back, ever
Fire burning in my eyes
It burned away all those lies
Made the flame finally die out
It’s not burning
It's not flickering
It's not lighting
The way to the path
Of the lies in the road
The only lie was for me
Burning up the fire for all to see
Watching You Die
Watching you die
Your blood is on me
I'm so happy, I'm watching you die
I am finally free - you can't hold me back anymore
I will do what I want now
I will not be held back any longer
I'm free - I'm free of this awful curse
Free to live my life as it gets worse
Slowly slipping out of my hand
But I am happy, I'm watching you die
I hold the dagger in my hand
Slowly wondering, "Is this the end?"
Maybe, but my life is just beginning
I have to die to keep going
To be reborn somewhere new
To have new hope
Dream in my mind
Smile when I walk
Find someone I love
Watching you die - you killed my soul first
You killed me - you killed me
Turning around, I walk away
Shut the door and ran away
Grabbing my stuff, I opened the door
The dagger still on the floor
Next to the victim of my stress
As I walked out in my red dress
Blood covering my bare feet
A shadow following me down the street
I smile and wonder how far I'll go
Wondering if anyone would know
I'm happy now
Laughing now
Free now
But I'm lost now
My soul in breaking
And I'm being reborn
Always to be reborn
To find something new and good
To give me hope and dreams
I followed the streams
Listening to the soft sounds
As I walk my way around the grounds
A whispering voice calls to me
Asking me why I did it
I smiled and just kept going
"I did it for my freedom" I replied
Wondering where my body truly died
Waking up in this new place
And to a smiling face
He holds me close
Kissing me cheek and whipping the tears from my face
I smile and I hug him back
But what is real and what is fake?
Am I really dreaming or did this really happen.
Why would I be happy if I am free?
Is it because I murdered the one I loved?
Come on, you know me
Tell me was it my dream
I watched you die before me
Did I kill you?
Am I happy you’re gone?
You held me back for to long
I had to do it
I couldn't take it anymore.
Killing Myself Inside Here I am standing here You see the tears falling down my eyes I can't take anymore, you see The voices there following me Killing me inside Ripping me apart in the worst of ways This is my life - can't you see It's tearing me apart from what I had To this life I leave no alone Nothing but the music I hear Comforting me till I break down again I'm standing here waiting, watching, and hoping Something in my life will change again It used to be fun but, now it's hell Go ahead, I know you don't care You're just watching me stand here With tears running down my face No one would even know if I left this place Out alone, forever, you know Telling me I might not survive But look at where I am now - I'm still here All those years I was pulled down I'm on my knees now, wishing I could get up I can't take it anymore Whats a life of nothing when your family has something Whats a life of nothing when their happy and you're not Whats a life away from friends that love you for your family to have love Whats that a life - a life yeah right Look at me, I'm stading here You never come over and comfort me You'd rather be happy instead of sad So, go ahead have fun - like I care I got what I want and I need nothing else It's all I ever had Why not end it now No, you want that.
I'm standing here Tears running down my face It's like a race To see who will win You see I'm tearing you away from that man You're mine, you hear me, I won't let you get hurt again Come on home I miss you and I'm alone Bored to death like I always am - empty inside like I always am
Tears Falling Tears following down my face
I'm running out of time in this race
Running so fast I can't see the light
Fighting hard with all my might
Killing the sorrow
For tomorrow
When it comes, will I still be alive?
My life is driveing me crazy
I try so hard to find help
None will listen
Tears keep falling
No one is calling
Please help me
I don't know what to do anymore
There is so much I can't take anymore
No one in the world is here
I'm alone and at the end of my road
No one is here to help me
I got comfort but that's all I've got
I can point to a spot
But, you won't notice me
Standing here crying all day
Tears are flowing down my face
I'm losing this race
Dieing from the sickness inside
Trying to fight to get outside
Trapped in the shadows of today
Becuase tomorrow it's to late
I'll be dead before I'm ever foced again
To love someone I truely hate
I'm free in my mind
Yet I still have the chains around me
Go ahead tell me to stop crying
If you knew, you'd be crying to
Go ahead and tell me that
I don't give a damn anymore
I tryed and tryed and no one cares
At the end of the road
I'm crying
Tears are rolling down my face
The blood is rolling down my sides
This shadow is killing me - can't you see
Why on earth won't you believe me?
God, I'm lost and crying here
With nothing to help me along the way
I'm sick of this world - I don't want to stay
Get out of my way
Damn you all
For not believe me
I just cry here
Die here
Goodbye
It's your fault
I blame you
You never listened to me so why should you care
I'm jsut a lier in your fucking eyes
Go ahead tell me you love me
I wont believe it anymore
You jsut lieing to me saying you care
Well you know what - you can go to hell
I'm dieing and no one cares
So I laugh
I'm dieing
Tears in my eyes
Running down my face
Go ahead say you fucking love me
I don't give a damn anymore
Go on, I dare you
I would die faster
In this crule wotld which we call home
Not much of a home when where all killing each other
Go ahead kill me befor I kill myself
In my own misery
My depression is killing me
I could of been put on pills
Brain washed with the sickness of happiness
Wow what a day that would be
Me happy when I'm dieing
Go ahead tell me i'm crazy
I won't care
Go ahead and stare
I'm crying
I'm dying
I'm fading
I'm falling
I'm crawling
I'm bleeding
On this ground which is so holy
I hate it with my might
This world just isn't right
This is the end
Goodbye - I'm crying
Water Flowing
Listen to the water flowing
Over the scattered rocks
Down the rushing stream
Across the country
Flowing forever
Free and heavy
Flowing to the west
Flowing to the right
Flowing to the south
Flowing to the north
Water is everywhere
Water is rain
Water in a pool
Water in a mud puddle
Water in the earth
Flowing down the river beds
Flowing down the side of the hills
Listen to the water running
Can't you hear that sound
It's ranning
And pouring
The water is falling
From the sky
To the ground
Water flowing
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Post by Midnight on Nov 9, 2007 6:39:50 GMT -5
Saved (poem based off deimos)
I'm hiding in the darkness again
The shadows hover over me
Things move in the darkness - you see
Getting closer so they can grab you
Those red eyes in the middle on the room - staring you down
A smile on his face as he kneels beside you
Reaching out with his sharp claws - he finds you.
Pulling you closer - gripping your hair.
Screaming out for help - he hits you
Turning around to get away
He smiles down at you as he holds you there on the ground
Opening his big mouth and snapping down
On your lovely neck that was wide open
He drinks from you as you scream
And slowly you di,e you kick and scream but no one comes to find you
He drags you off for later
You're just his slave for labor
Chained to the wall above
Blood dripping onto the ground
With one word you could be dead
But a glowling blue eyes find you and come up beside you
He touched your neck and heals it
Smiling softly at you he pulls you in away from the creature within.
You smile softly as you sleep
Laying in your bed - it's neat
Covered up, tucked in tightly
It was only an other dream
The blue eyed demon saved me again
Who is this man with the glowing eyes
The ice cold hands
The long blode hair and soft skin
His smiling face and nice body
A demon saved me from an other demon?
You might not know
Even a demon can love.
Lightning Storm
Listen to the wind blow
Listen to the leaves move
Listen to the rain drops
Listen to the thunder
Listen to the sound of cracking lighting
The sight of a storm is wonderful
In the most wonderful way
Look out and watch the lighting
Listen to the howling of the wind
Listen to the thunder
There's a storm coming
Would you sit and watch it
Would you sit and listen to it
Would you want to see it
Rolling in over the mountains
Rolling down the dusty hills
Rolling over the tops of the trees
Rolling over the cliffs that we see
It's coming now, lighting up the dark sky
Bright lines writing in the air
I smile as I watch them work
Lines in the air
Thunder booms
Lighting flashes
Rain drops
Wind blows
People watching
People wondering
People listening
Because thats the storm
Stalkers
Walking down the hall
Running my hand against the wall
You're slowly following me
Can't you see
But I can hear you
As if your right under my shoe
I turn and smile
And you don't move for awhile
Your caught in my trap
With a smile under your cap
I walk forward
For a word
I don't say nothing
I reach down and grab the thing
Hanging on your pants making the noise
Sounds like toys
Around your waist
I stare back up at you and give you a huge smile
I slowly turn and walk away till next time I hear you behide me with those chain pants
Your Always There
You're always there. Leaning against me, smiling at me with that "I want you to smile" I smile when you do. I hug you knowing you want to hug me too. I nudge you when your alseep and you help me the same way. You're my eyes when I can't see. You're my smile when I am sad. You're my friend when I have died. You're hugging me tightly squishing me till I can breathe no more. Then I turn and grab you for me. Man, what a friend I have that I can steal all the hugs I want from. Whats this? Oh, this is fun. His laughing because I got his side again, that one spot where all seems hopless and I give it a little squish and you moan and fall down. Man, what a spot. I kneel down beside you and smirk, holding you there. "Hello friend, what a day, what a day. I got you pinned again"
Stranger
He stands in the middle on the street, staring at you with those cold, evil, blood red eyes. That glow in the night, he stares in the very deepths of you soul. He steps towards you his hand extended out as sharp claws reach out towards you.
You back up slowly, scared and alone. There is no one there to help you. You feel your back hit the brick wall behind you and you begin to shake as he comes closer. There's an evil smile on his face. He opens his mouth to speak and reveals sharp, dagger like teeth. His voice echos through the land for all to hear, "Abandon hope, all ye who enter here". With that he grabs you tightly around the neck and you begin to scream for help. He smirks, enjoying the scream as he holds you to the wall. He sinks his deadly fangs into you bare neck, slowly sucking the life from you. Your screams grow faint and you fall limp in his arms. He drops your lifeless body onto the ground, turns and walks away. A cold wind picks up whispering over your corpse. Not remembering this was only a dream, you never wake up.
Ghosts Watching Over Me
I sit here, alone, like I normally do all the time. Nothing but the dogs and ghosts are near, watching over me. I am alone, not a noise to be herd as I sit in this chair. Now and then the radio and the music it plays. A wandering spirit, a lost soul, a good soul, a kind soul, all alone like always. It seems sometimes I sit in my room and just cry for no reason. I never know why. I have a lot of problems, but I am just a lost soul trying to find its way. It seems the ghosts watch me as I lay in my bed a blanket wrapped around me, a stuffed animal under one arm and a warm dog beside me. Why have the good times gone? The free life I used to live. There wasn't a care in the world about what would happen to me or what I would do. I used to think of a future as a sweet place to be, but now it's just wasting away. A lost soul dies when left alone.
Days Pass By
Days pass by But you never know why You never stopped to look at what you got You wanted it to slow down and now you have nothing. You had it all, but it was going to fast for you You threw it all away.
Why slow down, you're finally getting what you want - all at once Bad things happen all the time Good things take time - once in a life time So don't slow down once you have it.
Under The Steps
Under the steps is my hide away. The darkness of my light, the fire in my eyes. I love the darkness, I live for darkness, the cold darkness under the steps with all my friends. We're like a pack of wolves in a cold, damp, wet cave laying together, staying together, forever.
Under the steps No one can mess with us No on can touch us We're hidden from the world Like rats or vampires, some say Afriad of the light, oh what a lie The darkness is us our fellings, our life Under the steps we thrive We live We sleep We eat We talk We laugh We hide We fight We joke We cry We kill Under the steps is where we thrive Away from the jail, the evil, the satan that is school Away from the sexists, the haters, the racists, those people
If you hate us so much... why do you want us to come out? Why do you come searching?
All I Ever Wanted Was To Love
The only thing I ever wanted was to love, Someone as deeply as I wanted love I was to scared of being hurt to go through, That pain of a broken heart when your love betrays you Why should I be afraid of it if I want it that bad Should I take it and go with the risks of love? The broken heart, the tears, the pain, the sorrow, the pleasure. That I will give up, give in for the love I want Trapped with anger, hate and rage until I find That someone I am an willing to share my life with
Alone In The Dark
Alone in the dark Away from the park To somewhere I know To somewhere I want To sit here in the darkness Waiting, watching for the one to come Where is it? Can I see it? Its here always, here somewhere in the dark, waiting for me It's wacthing me Where is it? Its in me. How you may ask I never knew but I will tell you It's still there... waiting to come out.
Rainy Day What can I say On this raining day Looking up at the sky I wonder If when I find it Will I want it Can I stay with it How long will I have it Will it hurt me Will it love me The rain falls down The lightning strikes The thunder rolls And the earth will shake I smile as the rain falls Listening to its lovingly song It puts me to sleep, my soul to rest For the next day might not be the best Here now I drift asleep Till to next day, I will wake Start the day over with a brand new slate Yet I wonder where to start Thinking, my mind closed off to others
Darkness Will Rise
Out of the shadows, a darkness will rise To rid the earth of it's lies Never to be heard again this word, be it "love" The word is a lie if not ment with the heart The drama is up and the goodness is down The evil demon has struck again To laugh and play with us until he wins.
We Will Remember You( To Megan Posten a dear friend of mine that was shoot and killed the day after prom)
As time passes it becomes more painful Becasue I know I never want to forget you But your smiling face is not here anymore We all miss you and hope you're in a better place Those monsters that killed you will pay Even if I have to hunt them down, they're dead For my rage will never end People are crule and evil But why do we have to be this way For money? Fame? Fortune? Then I will stop my rage, but not forgive Never forgive the four that murdered When I find them, they'll suffer for taking you Me and my friends, I love so much Friends gather around your grave, mourning your lost face Love is present, love plays a part I'm sorry I did not come, sorrow overcame me I think about you all the time, you and your friends You're still the prettiest girl I ever knew An amazing friend - let it shine down on the world for all to know To many lives have been claimed this way This is my farewell Megan Posten and friends Our hearts still reach out to you.
This is for all of my friends who were ever murdered or killed. This is for you.
Depressing A fire deep in me burns with hate and rage With all that has happened, why must it get worse At the end of my road, I'm lost, stuck, I can't go on I hate this feeling with in me To be happy is almost impossible for me School, friends, love and life - everything seems to move away in the end Hate and rage builds up as people force you to do stuff Freedom is not real unless you are a child Right now I'm in chains Chains that hold me to my horrible life - nothing can help Nothing can make it better I feel like I can't speak out Trapped with thoughts so I won't hurt peoples feelings Nothing is free anymore Our rights are being taken from us A slave in school and at home as well If i had a life what would it be like My site and my friends on the net are my family, my home My home where I can come to let it all out because... No one online can hear you scream
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Post by Midnight on Nov 9, 2007 6:41:04 GMT -5
A Tree(short story)
Midnight was outside walking around, or close to, the wood. She had not a thought on her mind, and was enjoying her night away from everything. She just enjoyed the city with all it's glory. She smiled to herself thinking of a plan that could make her city ten times popular than it was now, since many people came from all around to see her city. Some came simply to see her, the legendary Midnight, the first of the Seven. She smiled at a thought that come to her mind, and without warning two guys grabbed her and moved her to the woods. Slapping a hand over her mouth, they smirked as they looked at her. A third guy come towards them with rope. They grabbed her arms and tied them around the tree behind her, then held her there and moved her to a kneeling position. They smirked down at her as they tilted her head back and forced her mouth open. She jerked around, grawling at them as they poured a potion down her throat. They ripped her shirt off, and she jerked hard and growled, but they grabbed one of her legs and tied that down as well to keep her from moving much.
One guy unzipped his pants and gripped her hair tightly, jerking her head back so she was meeting his dick. He smirked and jerked her head against it as the other guy let go of her mouth. She attempted to scream, but the dick slipped down her thoat. She tried to pull away, but he pressed her mouth against it and groaned slightly. "Bite me and die." He snapped as the other guy took out two needles and sucked her breasts with them. God, it burned like hell. Midnight jerked around a bit more, but choked slightly and just began to suck.
The third guy took the rope and tied it around her, making her breasts stand up and seem bigger. The other guy smirked and looked down at her and took some pictures as she pressed on unwillingly.
Smiling Faces (deticated to brian and chirs ..lol)
Smiling faces
Fast races
Soft sounds
Light colors
Danceing music
People laughing
Moveing slowly
To the sound of music
Heavy drinking
Big cakes
Party jokes
It's a wedding
A wonderful wedding
Two males walking down the isle
There love is as long as a mile
Love is love
Humans are humans
Rights are rights
Weddings are weddings
The wedding bands
On their fingers
True love
Beautiful love
They end it with a kiss
Something I won't miss
Hands holding each other lightly
To the males love
There beautiful together - like a dove
Let them live in peace forever
Forever in there love
Together in there love
They rode home in a car
And saw a shooting star.
A Life Worth Nothing(Short Story Part1)
It was a very rainy day outside and Midnight had gotten up around five AM to get ready for school. She got up and got dressed, put her stuff in her book bag, brushed her teeth and combed her hair. After that she just walked slowly to the computer and got on it to do the stuff she did everyday. She was depressed and upset just about everything this year has been the worst year ever for her. She wiped the tears from her eyes she woke up with. Even her dreams where sad and depressing, and her friends were worried about her. She didn't care she just wanted to be left alone. Tons of shit was getting her upset and when her friends asked her why and she didn't reply, they would just get mad at her. They would try and force it out of her which pissed her off more then anything in the world. Her dog, Ninja, a black lab, came over to her and put his maw on her lap. She reached her left hand down and pet his soft muzzle. He looked up at her with sad eyes trying to cheer her up, but it didn't work. She just started to cry and reached over and hugged him tightly around the neck "It's ok boy, I'll be fine, okay? Don't worry about me." She said with tears running down her face. He licked her maw and wagged his tail a bit.
Midnight let him go and rose back up and started checking her stuff like she always did. Ninja got under her chair and laid here putting his maw against her foot and licking at it once to cheer her up.
She sighed and rubbed the tears from her face "I don't want to go to school anymore." She said, looking up something for a class and just broke down crying again as she looked it up. She just couldn't stop crying. After awhile she looked at the clock and she was running late. She took the dogs out and told everyone 'good bye', kissed her mom, and left for the bus. Once she got to the bus, she pulled out some candy from her pocket and began to eat it to keep herself from crying, but she looked down with tears in her eyes, trying her hardest not to cry. She hated to cry infront of people she didn't know or like. After a while of standing there, the bus came and she got on it. She sat alone until the bus stopped and she got off of it. She stood there infront of the school not wanting to go inside. She would just get more upset. She sighed and rubbed her face and walked towards the building headed for the cafeteria. She walked in and didn't stand in line, instead she walked over to a few friends and slammed her book bag on the table. She laid her head down on it. Her two friends looked at her worried and asked her what was wrong, but she didn't reply she just sat there.
"Come on, Midnight whats wrong?" A friend of her's asked her.
"Nothing, I'm fine, I'm just tired." She said, lying, not looking up at him.
"You're not fine, come on, I know you're--" He started, but she cut him off.
"I SAID I WAS fucking FINE!" She said, pushing his tray off the table. She then laid her head back down.
He looked at her and grabbed her arm and pulled it slightly. "Calm down and tell me, please?" He asked her.
Midnight jerked her arm and was about to start crying again, but looked away, not saying anything.
"Come on, Midnight, please, you haven't talked to anyone for a while. Come on, MD, please, tell me whats wrong?" He asked her.
"Life, okay? Just leave me be." Midnight snapped at him. Then she picked up her stuff to go to the bridge with her other friends.
"Midnight, no, you'll tell us. No more being quiet." He said hotly, grabbing her arm again.
Midnight turned and punched him in the face. "I SAID NO." She yelled.
The others where shocked she hit him and backed away from her.
Midnight eyed them and turned and walked away. Great, now the principals were coming. She wasn't in the mood. She turned and walked the other way towards the doors of the outside.
The head principal grabbed her arm. She turned and bit his arm hard. He yelled out in pain, and she ran out the door towards the woods. She dropped all of her things except her coat and kepted running, tears in her eyes.
The principal followed her.
One of Midnight's friends looked down at CJ "...Guess she didn't want to talk." BC said and sighed. "She finally lost it. She couldn't take it anymore." She said sadly.
Why(Short Story Based On The Rock Behide The Cafe At Highington High)
It was three months ago when it was freezing cold out. No one was outside except two guys. She stayed where she was for a while since she was cold. She went over the hill to goth rock and sat down at the rock, which all of her goth friends had signed their names on the rock. It was a bit trashy since the preps would always trash their place. She smiled lightly and ran her hands across the names. She looked over past the hill and looked at the woods below. She herd a noise behind her, but ingored it, judt thinking it was a bird or something behind her. Suddenly strong hands grabbed her hard and put a hand over her mouth. The next thing she knew she was laying down on the rock, looking at the two men who were outside, whom she did not know. The other guy held her legs down and begain to take her paints off. She jerked in their hold, trying her best to get away. They started to beat her when she started to try to get away from them, and being as strong as she was, it wasn't easy keeping her held down they half way knocked her out. She blacked out as they both held her down and raped her. Hours later she came to, not knowing where she was only the pain of the rape.
Big Oak Tree
Midnight had been around the city when two guys had attacked her from out of no where and dragged her towards the river to a tree with a lose around it and a rope hanging from it. A small group of rebels around the tree were yelling and cheering for the two guys that had caught Midnight.
Midnight snarled and stuggled against them as they lifted her onto a horse with force. She kepted stuggling to get away. It was happening too fast. They put the lose around her neck, and the yelling and cheering got louder as they all amied guns at her incase something went wrong. She started to breathe hard and then the felt the horse leave her and her neck crack hard against the rope. She began to choke as the rope tightened around her neck. The cheering got louder and louder. Gun shots echoed through the city as she slowly died hanging from a tree...
Midnight woke up in the middle of the city with people around her. She had been walking around when she had the vision and blacked out from it. She was breathing hard as people called for help or a doctor for the queen as she layed there coughing.
The Red Eyed Man
There is the eye, looking at me Spinning around, glaring at me That evil red eye, watching me That evil red eye, holding me That eye that's so evil, you see So why would it watch over me
There's that eye It will never die It looks at me with evil and hate I think this time it's to late For me to move and run away For me to look no more
Free At Last
Free at last - free at last Huntington High can kiss my ass I'm so sick of this fucking school Everyone acts like it's so damn cool Walking around like possers They all look like losers I hope that school burns to the ground So sick of those stupid people discriminating us I'm free - I'm free From that terrible school I'm leaving it for good This was my last year Ha, ha, bye, bye you losers Hope you had find tormenting us I'll get you in an dark ally one day You wait and see Free at last - free at last Huntington High can kiss my ass Walking away from that damn school I laugh and catch it on fire Waving a hand, I say good bye and get on with my life
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Post by Midnight on Nov 9, 2007 6:41:33 GMT -5
Looking In The Mirror
Looking in the mirror
I can see your face
Wishing you was here to hold me
Telling me everything would be ok
You stroke my face
Dry the tears from my eyes
Tell me I should go lay down
Because you'll be there when I wake
And wrap your warm arms around me
Hold me close
Tuck me in
Play with my hair
And take the thoughts away
But remember this
Between the kiss
I will love you always
Now Say with bliss
Between the kiss
Say you love me forever
Now say with love
The Stars above
You'll stay with me forever
If look back
I feel the pain
Hearing you call my name
Now you've gone
Far away
You're beside me in my dreams
But only in my dreams
Stroking my head when i though about dying
And tried to stop me from crying
Looking in the mirror
I can still see you
Why do you curse me
With your damn smile
I know your go and wont stay awhile
Stress
I can't take this stress
My god can't you guess
I'm wearing a stupid dress
And I look like a mess
My god the fucking stress
Why can't you guess
I'm in a mess
I'm just something less
Can you not guess
That this stress
I just can't test
This is my best
You can forget the rest
And forget this stress
Can you guess
I'm trying my best
You don't like it can you just guess
Crying
Laying in the bed I'm crying
Sometimes I wish I was dying
And wish I was flying
To somewhere better then this world
Crying hard, I grip the pillow
Screaming, why can't anyone help me
Wondering why everyone left me
I'm so alone, I feel like dying
Or wish I was flying
To somewhere else
A wonderful place
Where no more tears could be spilt
The pillow gets wetter as I lay there crying
I'm all alone, I feel like dying
Come take me away, I feel like flying
I really want to stop my crying
I hate when I feel like dying
Come take my away
Far away from here
Please come take me away my dear
I don't want this fear
No more my dear, no more
Shinny
Hello there my little devil. How are you today my dear? Your evil eyes shine brightly. Your hissing loud. Curling over my arm and gripping it slightly. Slithering over my arm.my shinny little demon, Satan, you Devil. I love you so much. Your cold black scales running over my skin, your toung flicking against my arm. Your eyes they are so shinny,petting you-you feel so cold. Wanting you to take in the evil and keep it with you, my sweet snake, my evil Pine Snake. Your black scales shine brightly in the light of the room,oh my god, your so cool. This is the only part I like about this school, my shiny black Pine Snake.
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Post by Midnight on Nov 9, 2007 6:42:24 GMT -5
The Dagger Part III
Running the dagger across your skin
I'm about to do it again
Smiling lightly
Tying you up tightly
Stripping you slowly
I want you baby
Moan for me today
Mmm Baby
Letting the blood roll down your chest
While my tongue licks the blood off you slowly
Mmm baby
You make me so happy
Biting your neck
Sitting on your lap
Drawing blood
Licking your neck
Playing with your body
With my lovely dagger
Mmm baby
I love you so much
Scream for me
Running the dagger down your thighs
Letting the blood roll down them as I lick the blood off slowly
Mmm baby
I love you so much
And so does my dagger
Pleasuring you in the most wicked way
Mmm baby I hope you enjoy it
Weak & Worthless You always call me weak Always saying I am worthless Slamming me down on the ground Over and over again Putting my hopes and dreams in a locked volt Never to have them came true for me But you can’t stop me can’t you see You might think I am weak You might say that I am worthless But in all the hidden dreams and hopes In my life I can still break in and rule the day For today I take my life back Your words mean nothing to me now Just someone whispering to me From all the way across the sea Drifting away in the distance Sinking beneath the soar Nothing gonna stop me Nothing can't you see I run my life with hopes and dreams And no one is going to tell me That I am weak and worthless For I broke away from those chains Stood there for awhile and now I am free Free to stab you away from my life Free to dream To hope to do the wonders I can do For you Are not in my way For I am free today
Sadness
Why is it not normal to be sad
When so much stuff happens around me is bad
I’m so sick of this pain I fell everyday of my life
It really sucks you know
Sitting here alone 24/7
Crying sometimes
Sad a lot
Why does this city have to be so bad
It never used to be this bad now I can't even go outside without a dagger in my hand
God I’m so sick of druggies why can't all the bad ones just die
Why can't I feel happiness anymore
What did I ever do to deserve this
Tell me why
Why do I deserve this pain
Crying almost everyday
Damn it, I want to be happy
But when I do, you push me down again
Holding me down so I can't get up
Please just let me be
Let me be happy can't you see
Your killing me deep down inside
Watching me lay here day after day wishing someone would save me
But it's only myself here alone all the time
Everyone’s fading away from my life
Sometimes I would like to end it with a knife
Sadness is normal when you have nothing
Bad things happen to the unhappy
Come on life give me a break
I do everything for myself all the time
Is it about time I get a break with all the hard things in life
Please let me be happy
I'm so sick of crying, you've curse me forever
Why I did nothing to you
I served you like a slave, now you leave me
All alone can't ya see
I’m suffering here, I’m down on my knees
Crying with my pleas
Let me be happy that’s all I ask
The Noise
This is what I am famous for
A loud scream that leave you on the floor
Down on your knees
While your ears bleed
The ringing still echoing in your ear
What's the matter can't you hear?
Blood rolling down your ears slightly
While I help you up lightly
This is what I’m famous for
I’ll leave you on the floor
Listen to me or you will pay
Can't hear anything till the next day
Eyes Of A Dying Demon
His eyes where dark, lost with hope; sick and blank like all at the same time. He had been staring up at the wall for about a day now, trying to remember all his inventions, his formulas. He wondered if he was going to make it and why he was cursed with this sickness. Tears slowly rolled down his face at the thought of losing all he worked so hard to get; the friend, the fame, and his lovely lover who loved him very much. He rolled onto his side trying to summon enough strength to get up and walk around, to hold on to what life he could grab. He didn’t want his lover to see him like this; he didn’t know what was wrong with him. “I need to make a formula,” he groaned, slipping out of the bed weakly and headed slowly down towards his lab. Shaking and stumbling as he went. He was going to find a cure if it killed him. (Still thinking about it)
To My Lover Anubis
I met you ,you made me smile
You tried to hide away in the darkness
I dragged you out
I made you smile
You made me smile
When we were sad; we would cheer each other up
When you were falling; I lifted you up
You helped me as well
I love you
You love me
Your the best thing that could happen to me
And me to you
Anubis I love you
More then anything in the world
You make me happy more then anyone else i ever dated
You make me smile
As I make you
Your voice is sexy and hot
I love it when you sing to me
As me to you makes you smile
I can't wait till I can wrap my arms around you and kiss you deeply
I can't wait till I can run my fingers through your long blonde hair
And stare into your cool grey eyes
I love you Anubis and I will forever be yours
As I am to you
I’ll be the shadows in your room at night
The clouds that you look up to the sky to see
The moon and stars in the sky
I’ll be with you very everywhere you go.
Love you dearly
Your lover midnight
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Post by Midnight on Nov 9, 2007 6:42:49 GMT -5
In A Bed Of Pedels
laying in a bed covered in soft red pedels
while they slightly stick to my skin
pulling you closer
kissing you deeply
running my hands against your chest
smiling up at you
while sweat pours down our bodies
this is the happenest moment in my life
me and you moveing as one
connecting like we never have befor
shareing each others kisses
we get lost in the bed of pedels
the ones you layed over the bed
while you lited candles around the room
the caddles flicker in the darkness dancing together with us both
god i love you
love you so much you drive me crazy
wrapping my arms around you
running my fingers through your hair
mmm baby lets never let this night end
lets do this forever till we run out of breath
you and me togheter makes me smile
forever in a bed of pedels
love was once lost and locked inside me
and you helped me love again
i'll love you forever
love you forever
in a bed of pedels
mmm baby lets keep going
till the cadles burn out
then where be done for that night
lvoe you so much
never stop
never get tired
for tonight is special
in a bed of pedels
Romantic Dinner(By: Midnight & Anubis)
romantic dinner late at night
when the full moon is bright
it'll be our light
for you are my dark knight
your smile takes my breath away
for there is no other day
then this one tonight
where we say how much we love each other
smile and laugh and have peace together
you are my lover my one true lover
and on this romantic night
when the full moon is bright
i'll take you into my arms
and hold you tight
In A Bed Of Blood it's dark,still and quiet
a body lies still in a bed
blood dripping onto the floor
a sent of death is in the air
a voice of a forgotten soul
for someone done a nauthy toal
while blood drips on the floor
all you can see is red
a male body filled with lead
as he layed asleep now he is dead
arms crossed over his chest
something off about the rest
for who would kill a man so strong
oh god what did this man do wrong
to have someone muder him
The Dagger Part IV your metal blade feels good against my skin. I missed you my sweet little dear.I finally came back to you.I'm going insae again.Ican hear you begging me to use you.Oh, my dear i will i will.For I have a misson for you.To end my pain,my sorrow my old little friend.Your cold fleash I can feel running up against my skin.I am about to use you again.Your insane little laugh was herd again by my mighty ears.My hair falls down into my face.My insae look lost in this race.Taste my blood and fleash against you.Tell me does it taste good to you my sweet little dagger dear?
The Dagger Part V grabbing your hard handle I had enough it's time i ended this mess.The noise is driving me cazy i want it all to end.leaving the cold quiet room. walking down the soft blue steps angerly slamming the open heavy wooden door.heading with with you my old little friend to murber someone this is the end. i walk up to that stupid blue door. stabbing your cold metal blade into the stupid little door.hearing the people scream inside as i break the windwos. i open the door with you at my side.it's time for these noisy stupid people to die.running towards them with a crazed look in my eye.you smirk and smile and thank your master for your dinner as i stab your icy blade into there fleash letting blood spill onto the walls. there bodies lay on the floor.i smirk as i walk out of the door as blood drips down your blade full of delight.
Soft Pedals soft pedals against my skin i love the feeling of roses again for this love has no sin this love is just the begin of something speical inside i hold with a grin for this pedals are so soft you see it's as if my lover is pressed up against me these lovely pedals of the roses are so soft against my face they smell so nice and freash as i lay my head against my lovers chest pedals so soft there not like the rest no these are speical just like my lover is for no one else dared to be so gental with me so soft as pedals that i can see soft pedals against my skin i love the feeling of roses again for this rose is the first of many from this there are no thorns just us without any morns for we'll be together forever with the roses
I'm A Vampire i'm A Vampire in my empire surranded by fire your my only desire here with me for all to see forever together in my empire i'm a vampire surranded by fire with my only desire your my lover the one i discovered i pulled the mask from your face stroking your hair while you played with my lace for who would of thought that if you work to help someone then everyone will come back to you you the vampire who with my desire helps people discover there true selves not hidding behide a mask for you only have to ask i wrapped my claws around you pulled you in and didn;t let go your my desire my lover my dream of freedom and happiness for all the saddness will disapear tomarrow for we could have no more sorrow i'm a vampire in my empire surranded by fire your my only desire holding you close never letting go even if this seems slow it'll be worth it in the end my lover to savor forever
In A Bed Of Ashes in a bed of ashes who layed here befor the fire came that awful night to distory the day hide the evidence run away who who would of done this a child was in this bed now her ashes lay here looks like her parents where drunk again or just beated her again and ran away left here here to burn that day why would you do this to a child one who could not protect it's self was left alone forgotten from the world left away to be discover as ashes in a bed of ashes tear fell here around this bed where intact lays the child's blood from other ngiths of beatens from her"lovering parents" they left her here to die to suffer for she was in the way for she always cried cried for food and warmth cried for comfert but only got pain they couldn;t take it anymore so they killed her left her here in a bed of ashes this is a sad story why does no one worry for if you let stupid things run your life your do things like this this in our horror to pleasure our minds make us mad and crazy only to forget forget what we once was in a bed of ashes lays the proof the proof of humans pleasure of the stupid drink that makes people angery and drunk who would beat a child an animal anything or make them so crazy there kill themselves or is it because where lazy and have nothing else to do in a bed of ashes a girl died that stormy night alone in her bed she cried her arms and feet tied here is where she died tear fell from her face she had no place in this race it seemed tahts he died without knwing love love that is the only pleasure that is good for if you love you can pass it down make people happy make people smile make people laugh but here the little girl died starig at her teddy bear her only friend in the whole world the only friend that could not help her if you look closer if you seen that bear his eyes shead tears and after she was killed he took her hand and carried her off to heaven where they both play free and happy remember acohol kills
Ridding Freely Ridding Freely over the land wild and free it feels so grand through the woods over the mountions on the back of a gentil beast for some see horror in there eyes i see a gentail creature taking me to freedom hearing the hooves beat against the earth making me feel so wild and free we both move as one as we explore the land nothing is more grand then ridding freely over the land feeling as if nothing could harm you as if your the only soul up there on the mountions your heart beats like it used to when you where a child when you felt so free and wild now i found where my spirt sores where it's freedom still shores over the mountions and in the woods ridding freely over the land this is so grand for being up here makes me so free for only a true heart could see what nature really is for me ridding freely
The Purple Dagger(The Dagger Paet VI) laying on an old red oak table. i shine brightly for you. my blade loves the pleasure of your enemies blood. as i work for you. master who made me by her hand and her magic from the pure purple amithist stone. caved so sharply that my blade is like steel. here forever to please you.here i lay on top of this table shocked in your enemies blood. forever is the key i play for you. for i am your best possession in your life. my deep rich color gives you pleasure. my lightness gives your hand a quick swift grace. to kill those enemies you sworn to kill. for it is your job to protect your thrown. oh,master my thanks is to you. for you gave me so much pleasure. my blade makes you smile as i burn with your best magic. sworn to help you to protect this house. from any enemy you see in your eyes. for my blade will keep what lies. a memory of hope to succed.in everything you do. master i wait for you.
In A Bed Of Gold(still in progress) in a bed of gold can never be sold for the treasure that lies in it is so pure for no other one could lure to wonderwers of the night the treasure shines bright for it can reflect all light in a bed of gold for one so young and beautiful this one is so wonderful lined over the bed in sheets so gold they sparkle and shine glow and glitter
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Post by Midnight on Nov 9, 2007 6:43:19 GMT -5
]Death Whispers death whispers softly in my ear a voice so soft none can hear but only one soul who is so near to help guild them through the land a soul so wonderful and grand in a whisper of death she fearsit not talks to them as if there real so death isn't a big deal death whispers around me for only the souls can see a key in a path of there life thier desire to know for thier minds to grow death whsipers so listen to it maybe your see what they see in the eyes of the living that they thae so willingly for the knowldge of thier death whispers to me
Dark Clouds dark clouds cover the sky it's dark like a death and can not die shifting over the land moving like the soft brown sand guilding slowly for the day where none will came out to play for today the dark clouds rule caring the news like a mule over the land of the dead for today is full of dread the dark cloyds over the land shifting like soft sand moving as one across the sky for this none can get by for the death clouds roll today over the land across the sky death can not die
Walking Treasure a creature who sparkles in the sun movers gracefully over the land. soft gold paw prints follows behide her as she steps, her coat sparklers and shines. as she movers slowly towards the castle. she is the last of her kind. the last of the walking trasure that walks the land. the fae of a wonderful coat. her fur is soft and smooth in gold. and her eyes twinkle in the light which does shine of gold form the sun. afriade since she is the last she came to the castle gates. with easy grace she walks past them as they open, to talk to the new protecer and hier to the thrown.simple golden female wolf. can be as swift and graceful as a gentil deer. here she will be the last of the walking treasure.
Pedals Of A Frozen Flower it is cold in the land dust of white razing far and wide a blue sun shines down on the place of that of a walking path along side in this wintery land everything is still alive passing by the soft blue trees swifting over the path to the flowers fearing the cold frost killed the flowers made of what looks like glass i gentil move my hand to the frozen pedals i noticed that it was soft and smooth in my hand and i smiled for what looks like a white death land is a wonderland filled with live wonders the sun moves the trees and makes life of the soft white pedals in between my finger. the smoothness of this frozen flower the pedals are still soft and alive and a sweet vinalla smell comes from it for in this land i take a little bit of the pedals and let them lay in my hand still warm and freash on a summers day they warm my hands and float away pedals of a frozen flower
Your Pain Is My Pleasure you stubble around whinning and acking sore and lonely looking at me as if you can't see your pain is pleasureing my soul for you think you know what i am going though but,hey you have no clue i laught at you and your misery for how you know how i feel like all the pain is on one wheel ha your pain pain is my pleasure mine only to measure against your blistering soul this is one goal i will win for my love is not a sin but,for now you will suffer for your pain will only master to all the happenness you take away how this is the day the day to have things go my way savoring your pain with all my pleasure it's your fault that you suffer i am sick of tying i feel like dying but i'll never be free till i get my glee
Flying Dragon long stong wings flapping over the tall mountion tops up high in the sky moving though the clouds like a montster in the sea none can see it's flying so high one of the last of it's dying kind shinn brightly red spitting the fire like a flame lighting the dark night cloudy sky prooving that he is the best that he is the last of whats rest masting the sky,forest,sea,and earth all round the dying earth flying dragon flying so high the last of that can;t possible die stay alive for me keep my dreams so they can see come on dragon fly for me live for me red dragon in the sky come take me away with you flyin dragon i live for you take me away for an other day
Dust Falling Down On Me dust falling down on me blinding me so i can;t see pain builds up inside closing my eyes wishing hoping it would stop forever can;t take anymore together i fall i'm done i can;t see anymore it's hurting me to badly all the dust falling down on me blinding me so i can;t see tears fall down my face as i put my face in my hands wishing it'll go away and never come back not even on an other day and leave me alone today forever to leave me alone the dust keeps falling i'm just dying forgot about in the dust it's almot as if they must must put pressure on me to me it's just killing my soul killing me ripping me apart crashing me down over and over dust becmes heavy burdnes become harder life becames unbarrable forgive me forget me i'm done i'm lost i'm not here no more good bye dust to dye
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Post by Midnight on Nov 9, 2007 6:43:56 GMT -5
Bob Evil
bob evil see him there bob evil he is here bob evil he will kill bob evil he's so till bob evil what will he do bob evil killed him to bob evil smiles at you bob evil comes tonight bob evil don't run from fright bob evil red eyes glow bob evil evil so low bob evil tell me no lies bob evil time for you to die
The Eyes Of A Child
in the eyes of the child
her eyes are soft and grey
her hair long and black
and her lips as soft as a rose
the color of her lips are a light pinkish tan
her hair goes past her shoulders
she looks up at her parents and smiles at them
knowing that there always love her no matter what
she is about five now
smart as can be to
she has on a purple dragon amulet
and her hands reach up for you
as she smiles you near down looking into her eyes
you pick her up and hold her close to you in your arms
for this is our first little girl
and she is our most prized possession we own
and her name sounds so innicent and kind
just as her warm hands stroke over your face
as she smiles and call you daddy
i take your hand and we go off together
not knowing what the day will bring back hopes it's happy
for when we open our door
will we be shoot
and she will be standing there
looking in the eyes of our child
what will they do as our blood pours onto the ground
she smiles up at the man not anger or sad and lays down beside there body and holds them closer to her
and starts to sing a sweet aswwet song
the murder walks away with tears in his eyes
later own he takes his life
all because of
the eyes of the child
The Beast In Me
the beast in me is locked inside waiting for an other day to excpae kill and cause rage for this life is killing me hurting me so much that it wants out it wants to be freeit wants to savor the fear to taste the anger in my soul feeding it more and more till i can't take no more filling the rage bubble up gripping my fists tightly the beast pounding in my chest it just wont rest it's hungry for rage wanting me to snap even i want to break down and loose it the voices inside my head keep telling me that i am already dead yet i keep packing it in the anger to me is a sin a sin killing me can't you see i want to get away i can't take it today i want to stay someday with my love this day keep the beast away and save me
Soft Blue Eyes he sits there with soft blue eyes savoring the taste of bitter lies with soft dirty blonde hair a muscalar body is swift and moves with the air he sits there to drift drift into the lies of his dreams until his mind screams in his dream he is alone till the day is done he wont have same fun till a genilty hand strokes his face with so much soft grace to ease his dreams and bring him peace geniitly son rest today your be fine in the day the day of an other life my son with blue eyes dream in peace and forget the lies.
Chains of The Past don't let the chains of your past hold you back from the dreams of your future always aim for what you want never let anyone smash your dreams you are the only one who can controll your dreams word hard ingore the iggnerince break the chains tear them up go for the dreams take them in your hand hold them close to you and never let them go savor and taste them let them be real soak in them for they are real impress them they are yours never to be taken away for they are here to stay
In A Bed Of Memories laying in a bed remembering the older days the smiling faces of my wonderful friends how they cared so much for me and still do till this day wonderful friends how we shared laughter how we shared all our emotions even if we didn't talk about it how we hanged out and had fun in the morning sun god the memeories that rush through my head if it wans't for you guys i'll probubly be dead all those images flashing through my head god how i miss all off you how you kept me company kept me sane kept me away from the darkness that trales behide me seeking to see dear friends i love you with all my heart you been there by my side though everything kept my head up high and made me smile a lot my big group of friends how i adore you the memeories i see now are slowly fadding away how i wish to keep them locked away forever to rmember you all the smallest picture can make a difference and so can i to you love you guys your the best
In A Bed Of Misery laying here with tears rolling wishing the blood was stop flowing i can't stand the pain anymore i feels like soemone trying to rip my insides out i wish this pains i would never have it makes me passout extreamly bad god why do i have to suffer get up and run to the bathroom to throw up god this pain makes me cry in a bed of misery wishing i would die then suffer this pain so are lucky they don;t suffer this much and passout from the pain and rmember only little god just make me stop breathing make the pain stop god please it hurts to bad i'm suffering here why did you curse us with this stupid thing it only brings pain when i did nothing to you at all i can feel it creaping up my spine a whole world of hell on my body tiny shoots of pain on my insides god make it stop i jsut want it to stop make me die it hurts to much crunshed up holding myself tightly stupid pain just go away i suffered to mcuh in the past and miss days wasteing away in this bed missing out with my friends you fucking pain just end me now i can't take it anymore i feel the darkness comeing again fearing not waking up this time around passing out is my darkest fear hold my hand and grip it tight for this time i might not wake up
I Want To Cry i want to cry and i don;t know why sometimes i want to die and say goodbye for most the time this saddness coems to fast and it will always last befor i could even cast cast it away for an other day stupid saddness i want happiness to smile just for a little while wrap my arms around it just for a little bit savor the sweet taste until i feel it running in my veins warming me inside smirking with a happy look in my eyes and it will tell no lies for it'll be the greastest thing ever and no one can take it away never letting it shine down on me warming me can;t ya see i'm happy now so take a bow you did good where you stood sweet baby of mine let it shine
The Sounds Of The Shadows following me around keeping me away at night old shadows your making me cry how i miss you and hear you where ever i go sweet animals of mine i hope the gods protect you i still see you when i'm sitting on my bed i hear you passing me and meowing at my bed side when i'm asleep i swear i feel you laying against me at night curleing up beside me when i'm crying i see you now and it makes me cry i miss you so much sweet animals of mine i see your shadows i hear you cries i found your name tag outside our lonely door it made me cry as i remember you sweet animals of mine i haven;t forgotten you you where my friends sweet animals of mine the sounds of the shadows follow me forever sweet animals of mine i worship that shine and hope your be ok wherever you are the sound of the shadows i see you now sweet animals of mine i will never forget your names are pinned up on my wall your colors and tags hanging up to beside the gaurdian of cats and dogs and under the picture of megan posten a dream friend i lost like the others sweet friend sof mine i still see your shadow your warm flresh close to mine i see your outline
The Sound Of Silence sitting on my bed alone in my room no tv or radio onnot even a tiny voice inside my head all is quiet the sound of nothing is amazing the things you think you see just sitting there staring at the wall gazing hard thinking a shadow moved or something walk past your door into the living room how scary silence could be even wonder why you go insane unless you have a fan a heater or music on your'll go insane seeing the things arund you all because of the little silence around you all alone in my room it feels like nothing in the world is there but yet when you look around you notice little things moving or blinking at you how amazing what things the mind can show you if you look hard enough at something and thing of nothing the sound of silence is a wonderful thing stareing at a wall watching the shadows move down the hall how some seem nicer then the others some could even be secret murders shadows on the hall is doesn't bother me at all wacthing them glide across the wall
Rocking Chair sitting in the rocking chair with soft long brown hair sit george my gaurdian ghost with circle rimmed classes that are light brown dark blue jeans on with a blue button up shirt he sits there in the blue rocking chair watching over me day after day smiling at me teasing me slightly to make me happy my ghost of mine sits there till the end of time rocking back and forth in that rocking chair in my room with cold air all around me he sits there for only me to see sitting there in that rocking chair with long brown hair he protects me thats fair george in the rocking chair
In A Bed Of Water drip drop of the water drop down on my cold pale face drip drop the water drop falls down with such beautiful grace drip drop the water drop drips down on me drip drop the water drop drips down can't you see drip drop the water drop laying here in this bed where the water falls onto the dead drip drop the water drop here on the dead body of my soul it was there only goal laying here where the water drips down on me drips down ever so genitil down on my face it feels like a hand stroking my face lightly with there figners tips it puts me to sleep so i can finally rest this was only a test a test of some weird dream that makes anyone want to scream drip drop the water drop falling down like rain drip drop the water drop in a bed of water
Dreams Whisper dreams whisper in my ear telling me all this lies with so much said goodbyes laying in my bed with tears in my eyes wishing this dream would stop haunting me the blood is all i see killing me or someone else this is just to much for me to take it haunts me because thats all i see in my dreams late at night i can be happy in the light ,but at night my minds at fright with the nightmares of my past comeing back together to haunt me sometimes i swear my time is limited wounded arm,bad vison,hurt chest,head problem,sdizzy spells,passing out problems,hard time breathing it scares me worse then anything in the world why do i see these things over and over again am i dead all i see is red dreams whisper of death to me so can;t you just see i just want a little love befor i leave this world
Come Little Children come little children lets fly away fly away to the land i say a land thats so sweet like honey and you don't even need money a land so nice you can do anything you want a land of peace where everyone gets along the air is still rich and clean and the water as clear as glass the skys as blue as sapphire and the wind as smooth and steady as the tide out in the sea a perect place with no drama no raciest remarks where peace rules you don;t have to worry about what you look like.or how much money you need to pay a bill this is the world we all desever to be happy and peaceful till our dying day come little children lets go to the land i say till the end of the day forever and ever in may a land so sweet i get butterflies in my chest a thrill of how i used to be so wild and free is how i felt not a care in the world no drugs no guns no fighting no worries just a land to play all day this is what i way the land today it terrable so come come fly with me fare away from here can you hear hear it calling our names lets run away to the sweet land and play in the rich brown sand
Voices Inside Your Head voices inside your head keep telling you your dead for all the things are said your not living anymore dead as a door nob in the ground i guess i won't be seeing you around deep in the earth of that mound are you really down there or are you alive right here beside me or can't you see with those voices in your head telling you that your dead dear friend wake up we got stuff to do today befor the month of may get up my friend this isn't the end don't give up your dreams through the seams of the nice silky web that we weve made up different just like a dream chater with beads,different color strings the bell with drifferent sound rings voices inside your head tell you that your dead but to me your alive beside me get up and follow for your heart isn't hollow make your dreams real there yours to steal dear friend get up and hold your cup to your future
Tears On A Pillow tears on a pillow an open window a broken past my heart beats fast i climb out onto the roof tears running down my face i hold some tight rope lace and tie it to a sturdy spot while i put the lose over my neck I stand there with arms spread wide and say my final goodbyes looking voer the edge i take a step slowly then jump falling fast the rope caught against my neck no more will tears fall from my face i couldn't stand the pain no more i hang there i am dead there but still i have no peace broken forever no real love never you broken my heart till it turned tart bitter and cold but how much i longed for it craved it and you tore it away from me so what do you see an empty shell longing for heaven longing for hell longing for something to hold me something to hug me something to kiss me someone to love me where can i find it the peace that i seek will you tell me can you show me i wish i could have known the warm embrace of my own true love
Baby Aiden sweet littly baby in my arms smiling up at me hello my little nephew yor so tiny and smally with soft brownish blonde hair and eye brows with hands so small and tiny i love you little one when i hold you in my arm and fall asleep with you aiden your a cute little guy i hope your live for a long time smiling so sweet up at me your only aunt in the world and your my favourite nephew in the world so small tiny and helpless holding you in my arms gives me a old feeling i used to have when i was young one i miss when i used to hold my little step brother in my arms and fall asleep with him at night sweet baby aiden your so quiet for me love you so much when you smile up at me you make my heart ache as butterflies fly around in my stomach god i love you sweet little baby don't cry i got you now sleep softly in my arms goodnight baby aiden
Sometimes I Look Up At The Sky sometimes i tilt my head back and looked up at the sky and all i can do is just cry wishing somehow i could just die because all i want to do is say goodbye because i can't take it anymore waking up everyday knowing it was my fault my fault for everything i let the voices get to me sometimes i wish they would jsut shut the hell up and let me be it's all my fault and i just want to die i never can have what i long for never to be happy ever why can't it last for a little while unstead of crashing down worse then befor one little sread of happiness is all i get befor thor slams down his hammer and distruction rains over me fuck this life it's nothing to me there no green grass or freash air here sometimes i just want to die because all i can do is cry and look up at the sky where ever i lie please just let me have my happiness let something go right just once please i am sick of this being scared all the time stuck with no where to go doing things i am forced to do while people wishper stupid shit in my ear that just makes me feel bad no matter what i try why can't they just help me out a bit and stop making me cry all i ask for is for a bit of happiness befor i get slamed with more and more horror no help no money just a dead end in my life why can't the sky rain blood blood so there know my pain my pain with nothing to gain so come on make it worse i dare you i'll be there holding that dagger to your bloody fucking neck there to kill you if you say an other god dame word to make me feel bad again just a little bit of fucking happiness without shit heads telling me i should switch to drugs drugs don't make me happy and they never will writing makes me happy and people put that down to fuck them there little bastered and just shove it up your fucking little asses so here let me die i'm saying goodbye for all that i try it's all to dry so here is where i cry looking up at the sky
I Die i die
i cry
so far away
i went the wrong way
till the day is done
i pulled out the gun
put it to my head
and fulled it with lead
going crazy
look theres dazy
i fall over onto the ground
people come over and look around
down at me
can't you see
i can't take it anymore
i ran out that door
i slamed it behide me
so maybe you couldn't find me
blood dripping down
from my crown
the gun tighly in my hand still
but i was the kill
you see i went crazy
because of that dazey
you gave me
stop smileing down at me
jsut let me be
you fucking asshole
i ant whole
i was never alone
i had that stone
right over there
like i really care
i die now
i can't see that light now
goodbye
don't cry
it's only to hell i am going
Red Light Comeing Down the brink of silence comes and all was dark and quiet throught out the land as they looked up at the sky and seen the right light comeing down(unfinished)
The Dagger Part VII give me that sharp thing thats laying on my desk i'm so aggervated that i just can't rest forever in my head of misery so wrapped up in my past history the pain the sorrow the hours of jsut laying in my bed thinking wondering what i am going to do then i look over right at you you always been there waiting watching hopeing wishing for just a little taste of my blood sometimes i am so tempted to do it all the time but i just can't find the shine to pull me towards you not until now not until i look over at you smirk to my self at how easy it would be to jsut end it to jsut let you bathe in my blood how easy tat would be if i came over there to let you see so go ahead hand the dagger to me make it sharp to a fine point something so sharp that it can peirce my heart to make it stop beating so the blackness inside me can excape the bitterness to wrap around my body like a cape oh dagger what do i do when everyone tries to tell me where to go but it;s only my place to do that to do what i want when all they do is scream in my ear the voices the shadows the whispering make is stop just someone hand me you so i can make it go away make it all go away and pray pray that nothing else will go wrong for someone to ring that tong the tong of death when i stab you threw me and let the red drip drip slowly onto the ground let you and the floor be covered in it all around a puddle thats round so round it makes a circle and i am streached out making the penagram symbole the five symboles of life,love,hopeness and many other things laying there with the dagger in the chest for my death was peaceful quick and painless yet would my resting palce be the same so i take you with me just incase i need you again
When I Was Young when i was young i used to laugh and play then we had to move oneday to a place so dole and grey and here for 8 years is where i stay wasting the days wherever i lay wishing it was as the old way so i could laugh and play without fear of being killed someday here in this bloody city i die today break away so i can be free free from this place in hell today i just want to laugh and play like i used to when i was young and small befor life turned to hell for us all in this world when we are small and they are tall the evil ones with a glare in there eyes of their demon evil lies and here is where wer cry because we will all die for the stupid things others do for my friends want it to to be free like we used to be why can't anyone see that the pain is causes me to live in this city killing my country soul tell me is that the devil's goal the real devil that said he'll protect us the one that says we are his children some father if he lets this happen to us i'm with lucifer here who would want to worship man kind when all they do is distory our once beautiful home i want die to be a slave so let me die and be buried in my grave
You Put A Hole In My Heart You were the first guy i ever fell in love with, and you broke me.Stabbed me in the heart and now I have a hole there.I still love you and I think I will always love you. The way you sat beside me outside. The way you leaned against me so I could play with yours hair and how soft and perfect it felt between my fingers. I miss the way you gave me a massage and how perfect it felt and how relaxed I got. I miss the way you would nip at my neck, hold me close to you. I miss the way you made me smile or laugh and how you would worry about me if I was upset. I love you always, bot you put a hole in my heart. A wound that will never heal.How much I cried over you. All because I love you.So now I have a new boyfriend who I love very much in my heart, but that hole keeps me aleart because I wont let the hole get bigger. I don't want to cry anymopre. god I miss you so much.Just so you know you made me bitter against love. All because I love you and you hurt me, byt can't you see the tears in my eyes as I hold my boyfriend close afriad I will lose him to like I lost you?
The Dagger Part VIII There you are again laying in a blood of my sin and all I can do is grin because they are all dead all covered in red slash marks all over there skin deep cuts sinking in because they hurt me because they refused to see just how evil I can be and there they are hanging from the tree oh dagger look at our work look at our masterpiesce the murder we did I am so happy I know you are too for this is what we do kill the mean ones kill the stupid ones kill them all let their blood posion the others the others that are crule and evil I'll be there with my dagger to kill them all for the nightmares wont stop and all I see is blood and pain so now I kill the ones that gave me nightmares and now dagger lay in the blood enjoy it and let me live in peace again
The Dagger Part IX Laying there all sparkly and clean Is the dagger that loves to be mean To taste blood and cut into people Licking the savory taste of blood from its blade Wishing for more in it's blind rage Tearing the sides of its cage Poor dagger do calm down For it is only a matter of time befor blood hits the ground A sound that is so loud For you are even more wanting then me Even though you are clean there is still blood I see For what can it really be But, for your evil glee Evil dagger blade so sharp You can play a note like that of a harp When I grip you tight and stab them threw Because they scream when they see you Dagger so stronge yet small We are going to kill them all Make them all pay Come on sweet dagger lets go play For we have no time to delay Because our new reign of terror starts today For when we come to kill them will they pray? When we make there life grey There blinded by there happy lives When others hear ther cries The shudder in there fear Because it is the horror that they hear Now that we'er here it makes it all so clear Death walks with a smile Come dagger lets stay awhile
Rain Falls Down Rain falls down Lightly onto the ground Drip drop drip drop The sound of the water drop Onto the land A sound so grand Peaceful and smooth A woundful grove
Drip drop drip drop The sound of the water drop Rain all around What a soothing sound Even when it's loud
Drip drop drip drop The sound of the water drop Onto the ground Rain be proud Rain be loud
Drip drop drip drop The sound of the water drop Rain falling fast How long can it last Like a magical spell that has been cast
Drip drop drip drop The sound of the water drop Rain keep falling Your noise is such a sweet calling Rain that fall For us all
Drip drop drip drop The sound of the water drop Rain falls down
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Post by Midnight on Nov 9, 2007 6:44:45 GMT -5
Blue Eye That Watches Me When I close my eyes to sleep All I see is you in my dreams A single blue eye staring at me Sometimes I wonder what it can see Why it just looks at me I wonder why it wont let me be Why must it be there There in my dreams Dreams that are good and bad Always watching looking seeing What does it mean? This blue eye that I see Sometimes it scares me Other times it makes me happy That dark cool color of the eye Kind of makes me wanna cry Other times I feel like i'm gonne die Why blue eye Why stare at me What are you trying to tell That I can't see or hear With whispers in my ear In my dream your watching What are you waiting for Is there some kind of door I'm suspoce to open Give me a sign This time Preey blue eye That watches me
A Virgin's Dream A virgin's dream is to be loved
Touched in different ways
Hugged with such passion
Kissed with such force
That I would just melt in your arms
And run my fingers through your hair
Whisper your name against your ear
While you hold me close
And say you love me
Because you never could see
Love in your old heart
For now i'm still with you
Always in your arms
Always smiling up at you
Laying my head against your chest Slowly falling
Into a virgin's dream
A happy place in my heart
That I will always keep with me
So I can always see
The love I crave and want
Will always be for you
Even if I am not there for you
I will always be there
When you dream
I will play with your hair
And whisper goodnight
My love
My dark prince
The Smell of Roses Across the wooden bridge
Past the clear stream
Up the stone steps
Ontop of the hill
Is a garden of roses
A sea of wonderful colors and smells
The bright red, orange and yellow
To the light pink and white
All around the garden of roses
The sweet smell washes over me
Like a river flowing all around
Some of the soft pedals lay on the ground
There tear drop pedals with a sweet smell
A peaceful feeling you can tell
All around you a sea of colors
Around the stone of the sweet garden
Everywhere there are roses
Soft sweet smelling roses
Big and tall
And still fresh and green
Thorns as sharp as needles
Protect this lovely flower
From dangerous unsafe hands
But if gentil calm hands touch it
It wont be torn apart
When you take the smell with you
To your home
The smell of roses so strong
Here forever to glory our souls
Here where the sun shines bright
Wild and free
On this hill I can see
The roses
My Footprings
In the woods you follow me
Swift and smooth I can see
You moving so carefuly through the woods
As if I always been here
Left and right
Like a bird in flight
Flying through the trees
Moving so strongly
This is were I want to be
Wild and free
Here in the forest
Where I can rest
I can move freely
So steadly
Though these woods
Where my soul will always run
Happy in the moring sun
Where I can have some fun
Following my heart finally
So come follow me
Come and see
How free I can be
As I move along the tree
This is she
Wild and free
I follow after you
Slowly following
My footprints
Spider Bite]
Fangs sinking in
I can feel the pain agin
Slowly feeling the venom going into me
Flowing in my veins
I become dizzy and light headed
Wrapped into a strange dream
Laying there helpless in a cold sweat
My eyes open wide
I dare to smile
As i see the black spider staring at me
And smirk at the red mark on it's belly I see
A black widow
A strong spider bite
I accept this fate
As she crawls on up my body
Staring into my cold blue eyes
And turns into a young woman
The one I will become
Bitter and Beaitful
With long black hair
I close my eyes
As she disapears
Away from me
She let me be
She spared my life
The willow that is never a wife
The domanate creature
Within my soul
Opened my eyes
To a new way of life
Spider Bite
What I See
What I see
Can't be me
Please don;t let it be
Me hanging in that tree
That big maple
I won't be able
To see me dead with a lable
On my name
It is not just a game
In my head
I can't be dead
I wont be read
In that death book
Where I used to look
There is where I shook
My soul to die
Never to cry
Hanging there
I could hardly care
But I do
Would you too?
Cre if you finally saw your death
In the cold air breath
Of a dieing girl
Swing there with eyes closed
I am just a ghost
Waiting, watching, hoping
Because they are coming
Coming to take me away
This is the only way
For today
I die
Through The Door
Through the door
On the cold wooden floor
Lays something dear to me
But I wont let you see
Not yet for you wont believe
The thing there
The thing here
Right behide this door
On the cold wodden floor
Evil would you call me
If you could see
This that will be
The greatest to make me glee
Ok I will tell you
For it is the right thing to do
You would do it too
If you loved it as well
Tied up on the ground
Hardly making a sound
Is a sweet little girl
Looking up at me
Waiting and watching
I untie her
And she sits up
Hungs me tightly and calls me mommy
For it is the blood of her daddy
That's stainded on the floor
This is my secret
I kepted his blood and his daughter
After that cold hearted bitch stabbed him
Again and again
T killed that bitch now I have sinned
To bad she shouldn't of killed my treasure within
Black Or Light
Black or light
This is the fight
It is our right
To take upon this flight
No matter how tight
It ever does get
Just never let
Ether one will win
For in the end
Which of us really gets in
To do it again
To take a sin
To ne trapted in the pin
Of fighting good vs evil
But which one is truely evil
Darkness doesn't burn our eyes
The light can tell lies
But which one is good
Where will you stand
On the cursed land
In the soft sand
For what is grand
Fight for the right
Black or light
Lets stand
Lets be still
For what will be
Is coming for us
Which will you trust
Or will you just rust
Black or light
Lets fight
Kisses For Aiden Hello little man of mine Your growing up just fine And I know your going to shine In the light of life Baby Aiden Such a sweet baby From a little lady You was born And I have sworn To love and protect you when I can And watch you grow up to be a man A man that is good and strong One that wont do no wrong Sweet baby boy You are not a toy But one of the loves in my life A life full of horror and pain A pain that I will gain A gain that will do out to be wonderful So here I am for you To show you what to do To give you kisses and hugs Take care of you the best I can My little man Theses kisses are for you Kisses for Aiden My baby nephew
Teddy Bear He holds a teddy bear
Tightly in his arms he watching
Watching me to see what I would do
Do I really know what he sees
Sees in me
Me who he looks up to
To help him with everything
Everything will be fine my boy
Boy with a wonderful to
Toy that is a teddy bear
Bear with a name I know
Know his name is gold
Gold for it is a gold teddy
Teddy so small in his arms
Arms so tiny yet strong
Strong enough to hold him
Him in his arms again
Again he smiles up at me
With open arms he reaches up
Up for me with a smile
Smile that can't turn down
Down I reach for him
And pick him up as he presses the teddy
Teddy against my face
His fur is so soft
Soft and smooth
Smooth fur against my face
Face so soft
I hold him tight and saw to him
I love your teddy bear
The Flames Flames falling from the sky
Where going to die
Don't even try
To run away or fly
It is not a lie
For these flames
Red, orange, and yellow ames
Down on us
Thses flames rush
And burn everything to the ground
With a crackling sound
From all around
Flames here
Flames there
Fire everywhere
And we just stare
Up at the sky
Wondering if where going to die
For the fire lies
On the ground
Crackling and burning
This way it's turning
In this night it's morning
Flames falling
Fire is calling
To me
I can see
The wonderful flames that can be
Here within
Fire is here again
Flames are in
My soul
I Want To Kill
I want to kill
Kill every living souls
Souls that are evil
Evil within my eyes
Eyes that are so blue
Blue like the afternoon sky
Sky that is red
Red now from blood
Blood that I spilled
Spilled onto the ground
Ground that is bitter and cold
Cold enough to bring chills
Chills that run down my spine
Spine that is so sore
Sore from a sword wound
Wound that bleeds of gold
Gold of the good
Good that kills the people
People that are evil and crule
Crule enough to stab
Stab you in the back
Back to the pits
Pits from where they came
Came to distory us
Us that are pour
Pour in our hearts
Herts that beat steady
Steady as the beating drum
Drum sound all around
Around us when will fall
Fall killling the evil
Evil that will not die
Die evil
Up and Down Up and down
On the ground
What a peaceful sound
All around
Us all
Music here
Music there
Everywhere
Up and down
The peaceful sound
That clams my soul
Make my happy
Get me singing
Up and down
The beat goes
Steady beat
Wonderful sound
Moving my lips
To the sound of the song
The song so cool
With the beat around us
Up and down it takes us
Putting a spill on our minds
Losing ourselves in it
When the music hits our ears
We tap our feet
Move our bodies
To the sound of music
Up and down
All around
What a wonderful sound
Break Away
Break away
From me today
It is the only way
To do it this day
I just may
Have my say
Of this wonderful strong
Of thje sun rays
That fall down from the sky
Sometimes the beauty makes me cry
For I wont even try
And maybe i'll die
To break away
For someday
For my own heart
Will turn tart
And become smart
For today
I'll break away
Run away
For me
I can see
Above the tree
It wont let me be
So totally free
In Human Eyes In human eyes
We see so much
From love to hate to each other
Why is this if we are all humans?
A different color or shape shouldn;t matter
Even if you love the same sex
We should respect each other
A child so young could see
There parents getting murdered or raped
Our friends we learn to respect
Back stab us in the end
What are we but animals
Our true nature to kill and distory
This wonderful once peaceful earth
We see homless people on the street
Yet we turn our noises up on them and laugh
To the poor the rich call weak
All because of one bad thing leading to another
What are we now a days
But blood thisty demons
Out for lives of innicents
To take what we want
To kill anything in our way
This is not home
But a huge cage of death
Even the land is dieing
To our selfish needs
So this is what I see
In human eyes
The death the life the pain the sorrow
Trapted forever in unhappiness
Plotting to distory the so caleld weak
In A Bed of Waiting Hands In a bed of waiting hands
Sits a lonely stranger
Waiting for her lover to come home
Longing to wrap arms around her love
Kiss his soft lips against hers
And hold him close
Waiting hands reach out
Hoping to find im in the darkness
Of her room of wasted tears
She cries silently hoping
He'll come by and stroke her face
And tell her she'll be ok
To go to sleep
Have peaceful dreams
So she waits
And waits some more
Till the darkness finally tore
At her wounded soul
Hair covering her face
Tears flowing down her face
She doesn't know what is true
About what she wants
She lays down and hopes
And finally sees
The pain it brings
So she lays down
And lets the darkness take her
While she listens for a sound
Of hope again
Deep within
She is so thin
She sleeps in
Fadding Light
Fadding light
It isn't as bright
As it was befor
It isn't right
To see it fadding away
Poor poor light
Where did you take flight
And leave us here
Searching in the disapearing light
Come back and fight
Don't run away
Come and stay
For an other day
I wont let you lay
Away someday
Come back today
We need you
Make a light so bright
That it'll make people open there eyes
And see there fate beneath the lies
Of the fadding light
Your streangth is smight
And I just might
Force you onto your feet
Come on light
Don't fade away
Stay and play
Please light the darkness laughing
It is waiting
For us
It's coming closer
Light of The Sun Sitting outside under the warm sun Warming my cold acking heart Brighting my world and making me smile I think I'll stay here for awhile On top of this high cliff Where it is warm I let the rays warm my soul Sitting there looking up at the big blue sky Would today be a good day to die? For I don't want to cry Thinking about what i crave Befor I go to my grave I will find what I want And think up here on this huge rock Letting my mind drift away Float that way In the wind today Light me up Make me smile Here I feel free But, I am not happy I should be on this wonderful day Light of the sun Tell me am I done? Done on my wasteful quest Or is there something I missed Please wrap your arms around me Warm my soul so it can see See another line of hope so I can be Be so free Under the light of the sun
Help Me Help me I can't see Blood is running down my face And onto the bed sheets of lace His here over top of me He wont let me be His hitting me with something hard And alll I can do is scream What did I do to make him mad I can't hardly breath anymore I'm dizzy and sick My god I'm going to die Help me help me i cry As he beats me i try Try to get away I kick and hit at him But I am slowly fadding Fadding away in the new light I don't want to die Help me I'm sorry What did I do to make you so mad at me Let me be Please stop He hits me harder I lay covered in blood I stop screaming out He stops beating me But, I can't see Because I am dead
I'm Sorry
I'm sorry if I made you cry I know I push and push for you to try To fast I wanted it You should of gave me a hint I planned it all out in my mind I guess that was not kind I'm sorry I can't help myself I planned it all out before we could meet And that wasn't very neat I should of slowed down Look at what I had Befor I pushed to what I wanted I never had love I got over excited Forgive me baby Lets start over A lot more slower For you Will do this together And work with on another I'm sorry Can we try again This summer I want to see you But I take my time slow me down Sorry I pushed to fast Begged to much Worried to death I can't help it I never had it Did I hurt you as well? Tell me Still your friend in your heart Please dont make me turn tart
A Wounded Pack
We used to stand together Always be together Ahare out food together Played together For we was forever Now we are no more Falling apart like a wounded pack Getting explied,dropping out, or moving Will falling apart faster then the rain can drop Wounded and hurt Brokenhearts,broken homes, broken bones No more do I hear the laughing No more do I see smiling No more do we play No more do we stay This is the day That I point this out Each one of use are wounded We need each other again To smile, play and laugh Come on pack Whats wrong with you Moping and depressed We need fresh meat Wouldn't that be neat A wounded pack I got your back Lets get together forever again For we need to heal And heal we shall
The Redmoon
The redmoon that shines of red
Is as bright as the blood of the dead
Up there in the blood red sky
The sound of the wind would make you want to cry
Look up at that full moon
So bright
Red light
There in the sky
The moon will try
To take your soul
Trap it in its ora
And never let it go
For the moon takes the falling
Do you hear its calling
The ones that fell
For only one can tell
This story of the red moon
You can see the story in her eyes
And even hear her cries
Her soul belongs to the moon
A huge curse on her family
Forever to suffer for her old sins
And still al the good she's done
Her family is still cursed
She dead now
But, you can still feel her
Under the rays
From the old days
To today
From yesterday
Of the redmoon
The Missing Dagger (The Dagger Part X)
Your gone from here
Lost to someone else
Sorry your starving
My sweet dagger
I know who took you
He will pay
For today
Make his mind break
Make him weak
Make his blood leak
Leak onto the ground
In a huge puddle
Make him sufffer
He hurt another
For we need to be together
I want you to see
What you can be
For only me
Your master
Missing dagger
I know where you are
I'll work my best to fight this crime
It is time
My lovely dagger
To kill that man
And come home to me
The evil is waiting
The blood is waiting
Hear it screaming
When your dreaming
Missing dagger
The Deadman
Hear him groaning
Hear him moaning
See his white skin
His comeing again
Across the smooth ground
His coming around
Reaching out with his dead hand
This is his land
He is coming to get us
His suffering from blood lust
He moves faster
He has no master
Seeking us out
Can you hear his shout
Hide under your bed
Your about to be dead
His coming
Now his running
Breath heaver
Your not safe never
His right there
His almost here
Run away
Go that way
Faster and faster
Hurry his coming
His hunger is showing
Don't scream or cry
Just only try
To run away from his cry
Here comes
The deadman
In A Bed Of Peaceful Dreams
In a bed of peaceful dreams
Soft and smooth like a summer's breeze
Flowing gentily like a small stream
No nightmare no bad dreams
Just wonderful like it seems
Sleeping peacefully
In a bed soft and lovely
Just a dream you always liked
One you never want to wake from
Sleeping peacefully on a cloud
This dream isn't very loud
In a bed of peaceful dreams
Smooth and wondeful like sweet creams
Forver to sleep here
Would you like to go there
Come with me
You will see
The fun this can be
In a nice dream
We could be a team
Let us fly away
In this dream today
In a bed of peaceful dreams
Sleeping so wonderful
Never wanting to wake up again
I wont let anyone in
This is my wonderful sin
In my sleep I grin
It is so peaceful
To sleep and dream
To the sound of the stream
Sleeping Aiden
You lay there
So peaceful and quiet
Sweet baby boy so small
Sleeping there today
Rest for another day
Let the dreams take you away
To a better place
With a smile on your sweet face
In this slow race
In the protecters good grace
Sleep here in my bed
Lay down your sweet little head
On the fluffy pillow
Next to the open window
Feel the wind blow
A sound so soft and low
Dream of a happy land
With a lot of colorful sand
A rainbow shines forever
It will go away never
Float on a dream cloud
And listen to the sweet sound
Dream there again
So I can see you grin
Do you know what I see
A baby sleeping peacefully next to me
For I will let you be
So full of wonderful glee
And make a wish on the wishing tree
In this dream you are happy
It makes life not so crappy
Sleeping Aiden
The Death Of Blackout
You fought a brave fight
Once wild and then taken into a home
They called you weak or a pet
But, you ingorned them
Walking proudly around this city
An old scout wolf from an old pack
Six years old was you
When a young wolf came calling
Trying to harm your old master's daughter
But, you seeked to protect her
Always in wolf form you fought
While the young brute tore at your neck
Snarling and grolwing as you fought back
This is the sad fact
Old age slowed this wolf down
Years of severing and not fighting
Kept fighting till the last drop
The last drop of blood onto the ground
And with a sorrow sound
You died there alone
No one to keep you company
Always hoping and watching
The young ones
Until you are reborn
You wont be alone anymore
You'll help heal them to there core
Rise up Blackout
You are needed again
Looking For Love
Looking for a partner
Looking for a hug
Looking for a kiss
Looking for a face
Looking for a gentil heart
Looking for an understanding guy
Looking for a strong soul
Looking for my desired goal
Looking all over the land
Looking for an opened hand
Looking for a creative one
Looking for a happy life
Looking for a husband
Looking for a family
Looking for peace in mind
Looking to stop time
Looking for the only one
Looking for an animal lover
Looking for a child lover
Looking for a non lazy one
Looking to have fun
Looking for a soul mate
Looking for a permante date
Looking for someone I wont hate
Looking for someone who wont be late
Looking for someone to be there
Looking for someone to be here
Looking for them to be dear
Looking for that speical someone
Looking for a wise one
Looking for one that will support me
Looking for one that wont be jealous
Looking for love
Your Red Lust
Am I what you want
Am I what you crave
Do you like it when I moan against you
Do you like it when I nip at your neck
How do you feel when my hands move
How do you like that
Is this what you want
Is this what you desire
A little pleasure
A simple measure
Moan for me baby
Moan till you scream
Tell me baby
Tell me what you want
Want me to go slower
Want me to go faster
Sweet dirty pleasure
Sweet tingly feeling
I am all yours
I am yours forever
Tied uup in my love
Tied up in my pleasure
Lay there panting
Lay there sweating
Smile at me
Smile because your happy
I'm here for you
I'm here for me
The deepest desire
The deepest crave
Your posion
Your red lust
Blue Sky
Look at the big blue sky
It is spring can't you hear it's cry?
The winter will finially die
Open up the window
Let the wind in when it blows
Smell the sweet fumes of the flowers
Stay out under the sky for hours
Listen to the birds sing
Watch the green grow
See the flowers bloom
And the bees zoom
Smell the sweet honey
Feel the cold water against your feet
Listen to the sound of the stream
Look at the smiling faces
Watch the kids while they race
Feel the sand beneath your feet
Soak up the earth into your body
Let this be a lovely hobby
Find the roses in the garden
Climb the mountains to the sky
Wish that you could just fly
And listen to it's wounderful cry
Listen to the crows caw
Look at the wonder I saw
When I looked up at those fluffy clouds
And listened to the beautiful sounds
Lets fall to the ground
On the grass all around
Some fly
Some cry
Blue sky
Sudden Death
It comes on so quickly
Like a black pleage
Over the red seas
So quick so deadly
A quickl pain
There is no gain
For the insane
Like a black shadow drifting
Over the dead ground
Dead hands
Death lands
Black sands
Bloody sky
Pianful cry
Birds don;t fly
People die
None will try
All will fry
The land will dry
Fater then the bullet goes
Everyone will join there foes
In the ground with bloody toes
Head, body, toes, and feet
Laying everywhere isn't it neat
I can see the death fleet
Death walks with a deadly smile
Please he wants you to stay awhile
With the rest
His done the best
Who is this man
It's sudden death
Dancing Angels
Body's dressed in white
Moving around killing he fright
Twisting around
On the soft clouded ground
Wings twinkle in the light
There in a land so bright
Look at them glide
Look at them slide
Watch them move
To there own grove
Glitering dresses
Such a wonderful sight
To watch them dance
To watch them prance
Around so fast
I will watch it last
Forever they will dance
Such sweet angels
Dressed in white
Laced in gold
With long magical hair
Sparkly wings
Feel there magic
See there wonders
The winged ones
There there magical ones
Feel there feathery wings
As they glide around you
Dancing magic
Daning people
Daning angels
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Post by Midnight on Nov 9, 2007 6:45:45 GMT -5
In A Bed of Desire
In a bed of desire
I can see what I want
The desire, love, and lust
This is a must
Scrape of the rust
Befor I bust
I want this
I desire it
I just want a little bit
Something nice to fit
In my wanting heart
From the amazing art
To throw of the dart
Of the evil that is tart
This is what I crave
This love that I save
It is what I want to have
To have this love
And not let it shove
Back on the bed I lay
And there is where I stay
Laying there waiting
Staying here wishing
For what I want to come true
This is my desire
This is what I must have
Look into my eyes
Tell me you wont make me cry
Promise you will try
And in your arms I'll fly
Please Believe In Me
Please believe in me
Tell me you can see
The determation in my eyes
They will never lie
I wont give up and die
Wont go and cry
But, I will try
I work for this goal
Wont ever let someone tell me otherwise
I'll write and write and watch the pile rise
I enjoy to write
It's my posinious bite
So believe that I can do it
Become famously known
This is my work
It has my heart in it
It has my feelings, thoughts, and desire
It talks about me,my family,friends, and pets
The alive objects
The force of nature and animals
Everything I can think of
I write down in a poem
For my pleasure
To your desire
From the horror to the love
I'll go down in history one day
Eather this or an other way
I'll work hard for it
Write down my wonders
Share them with the world
Hope that they see
The magic in me
The stuff that can be
A Lonely Girl A lonely girl
Though the open door
On a lonely rock
Looking out to shore
Looking very sad
Unwanted she feels
Cuts on her legs
Cuts on her hands
Tears in her eyes
Blood in the sand
On every grand
On this small land
Crying to death
Lonely and cold
Depressed she is told
Her heart has been sold
She sits on that lonely rock
Watching the waves come in
Over and over again
She sighes slightly
Wishing for someone to come by
To comfert her bleeding soul
For she did not do any sin
She just wanted that sweet warm heart
That had turned tart
And broke her
They watch that lonely girl
By the open ocean
Wondering what is wrong with her
But, all they do is watch
She gets off that lonely rock
And walks towards the crashing waves
Not careing what she was doing
As she felt the cold water against her feet
On and on she moved
Through the murderious waves
Beating against her
Like her broken heart
She kept on going till she was under the water
And there she disapeared into the lonely sea
They closed the door and ingored what they just seen
Forgotten is she but not to the sea
Cuts
Walking around the place with cuts on my arms and legs
Seeking out the ones who did this to me
The pain i feel everyday
The tears I shead
The dreams broken
The hopes torn
And my body is sore
Weak and helpless
To certain stuff in the world
Though you can't see these cuts
Because there not real
Only the pain people caused me
Give me this cuts
If you look into my soul
Your see a broken girl
One who sits here and hopes
One who helps
But loses
The dreams she seeks for herself
She puts it aside for someone else
Only to have her plans change
Things happen
That you can't control
And the pain and misery gets to much
You try so hard to block it out
To plug it all out with a simple word
Turn around and walk away
But it still follows you ever day
You whine and cry
But it never matters
Nothing matter
Only the invisable blood on my hands
Dripping down onto the ground
Washed away in the rain
Like the dreams
This girl is broken
And she's trying to fix herself
Only a little help is needed here
A little laught a little hug
She'll feel a little better
Give her a bit of comfert
Stop pushing her away
The things that happened she worries about
Because she worries about everything
Maybe a little to much sometimes
But at least she seeks out and cares
Cares for other people that might ingore her
She sits here and trys to help them comfert them
And puts her own self behide
Broken dreams
Broken girl
Broken words
That flutter out the door
Little steps
Small words
Many tears
From her
What will it take
To comfert her
She comferts others before herself
Trying to not be selfish
In this messed up world
This dieing planet
Where everywhere is blood
Where everyoen hates
Everyone kills
and more souls are wasted
A waste of life
A waste of time
For what is not ours we take
Killing everyone in our wake
And yet she watches and does nothing
For the world broke her
Broke her spirt and her soul
She smiles only when she dreams
But only that is rare in her blood dreams
Smiling she does when no one is watching afread she'll turn and cry again
Only to be yelled and tossed out
Lonlely she feels
Only noticed by a few
What will she do
Laying all night in her bed
Staring up at the glwing stars
While the ghosts watch her
Hurt her now
And make her suffer
She got hurt again
And she doesn;t know why
Cuts on her wrist
Hurting now
Wishing she'll find the answer
From the pain
To the happiness
what will happen
if she doesn't find her dagger
will she use something else something pointer and sharper to make people see does she want them to see or does she want them to pay pay for what they did to her she seeks them out now in her angery eyes seeking them out and stabbing them to death "die"she screams but can you hear her run run befor she gets her your next she's counting up till the one she knew best run and hide like the dogs you are you never showed up but only to hurt me cuts on your aarms Cuts on yuor legs Stabebd through your heart Mounted on my wall Smirking up at you
You desever it all
Enchanted Magic Box
look inside this magic box so full of wonder and mystery small yet big with magic different stones shaped so magicaly different colors shapes and sizes differnt meanings to there wonder small meaning here big meaning there a red rock here a purple stone there a thunder one in the middle an amitisht on the side a heart is in there a gardian is in there love is in there in the magical box with the wonderful rocks such wonder stories a pebel here and a pebel there one that i bought and one from a friend red shines next to purple but blacks in the middle sing to this magic box full it with wonder maybe a dream will come true maybe it'll protect you open the lid look inside feel there powe bursting with flavor see the colors mixed up bright feel there pull against the night these will help in our dream when we fight so we don;t have to make a diffucalt flight here where in the light of the enchanted magic box
Wind Blows
Wind blows
Fire burns
Water drips
Earth brings live
Air breaths
Metal cuts
Wood protects
Light shines
Darkness hides
The elements shine
They bring life
They protect each other
They work together
Lightning strikes
Thuder shakes
Rain falls
Tornado's tear
Hurrican's distory
Earthqakes break
The world moves
This way and that
Around the elements
Red is fire
Yellow is light
Green is earth
Blue is water
Clear is wind
Black is darkness
The different colors
Make different rainbows
Elements of the earth
Are such wonderful things
Fire of a flame flicker
Wind of the mountion roars
Water of the rain drips
Star's in the sky shine
Everywhere they can be found
They never hide from us when where down
Elements everywhere
About A Mystery
About a mystery
Can seem crazy
Looking around or being lazy
In the flower bed looking for a dazy
Which a sun flower can be fuzzy
The earth is dusty
Look it's a mystery
One that no one seems to seek out
What can this be about
The earth it'll pount
And it'll dry in a drount
It's a mystery
Mystery full of misery
The earth cries
It bleeds
It's hurting and broken can ya see
Or am i the only one me
That can let it be
Solve this mystery
Make a story
Tell the world
Say the word
Save the planet
Let the green grow
Green that is wonderful
The smooth soft green
Underneath my feet
Get up with the beat
It's spring time
The world shouldn;t be crying
It should be laughing
The joy
The toy
The mystery
The suspence
Tell it
Hear the whisper
Of the tree when they move
The clouds when they travel
Listen to there story
Take in there wonder
Make it so it'll be blue and not red
For there is to be no more dread
No more dead
The story has been read
So tell it to me
So I can see
The happy tree
In the story
It'll be full of glee
And it'll show the honey bee
It'll not cry
It'll not die
It'll try
To go on making life
Life that is about a mystery
A Rainbow
look at the many colors
the blue green purple red yellow and orange
the blue for the water
the green for the grass
the purple for ice
the red for the love
the yellow for the light
and the orange for the careing
a rainbow can be many things
a block of color or a flag
to show someone something pretty
or to show what your proud of
a pretty rainbow
so full of colors
tons of emotions
explaines the elements
and openes up the magic to our world
maybe help us find our pot of gold
the bridge to the gods
the fantasy world
whatever you decide
spread the rainbow
spread the love
spread the happiness
and the hugs
share the kisses
and the smiles
share it all
with the others
show the blue
show the green
show the purple
and the red
show the yellow
show the orange
show how much it is in yourself
the rainbow of color
magical in many things
so them the colors
of the magical ring
A Bloody Bullet
A bloody bullet
Stolen the soul of it's next victum
Soaked in there blood
Who was the person that shoot the gun
Was it a lonely soul getting revenge on the people that hurt there feelings
Where they just going it for the fun of it
To waste more blood like in this stupid war
People killing and stealing because the world is ending
If we work together it might end slower
Our bees are dieing and if they die our flowers die if they die other things die
I love the green i want the green
Please! stop being so mean
Stop the bullets from stealing innicent blood
Use it against the evil
Seek it out and distroy it with love
Inpress it and spread it
Pass on the love
Spread the happiness
Listen to there happy stories
The story everyone desevers
Stop the hate stop the blame
The only blame is people that spread the shame
The shame of our kind being evil
The only kind that kills it's own kind
The innicent blood
The smiling faces
The laughter
Seek out the low self people
Make them happy
Make them feel like there apart of something
Comfert and love them
Just like I do
Everyone desevers to be loved
To have someone they can talk to for support
Stop the stupid gesters
We are all the same
I was bulllied
I bet you was to
Bulling others isn't the answer
So ingore the bullies and be yourself
Never be scared to open your mouth
You are free against this laws
Show them what you can do
Be yourself, be different,be the same, and be speical
Everyone is different everyone is the same
The tears are flooding this earth
Over a broken heart or a lost person
I am still hurting over a broken heart
I cry a lot half the time
People cry about different things
The little money they have
The break up of a lover
The death of someone
The lost of a pet
And so on
So spread the love
Greif just a little more
Show them you care
Do a little dare
And share
The love
Wishing Star
Wishing star
Looking up at the sky wondering where you are
Shinning brightly or slightly bright
What kind of light are you
Looking up at the sky I follow you
You make me smile you make me happy
You as random as can be
Sad or mad you always come through for me
A great friend that anyone can see
We first meet in a wishing tree
Where we had fun and laughted with glee
The years have gone by and your still at my side
My random little friend you are
Long flowing blonde hair
A sweet smile that tells me your happy
Looking up at you I smile
Because I know your always will be there
Somewhere in my heart
I can help you with anything
Just like you help me
I would love it if you was here
Because I am bored now shead the tears
Something only heard with our ears
A deadly secret little surprise
Drowning the sad out with all the lies
Simple friend come on
The star's there all gone
Follow me into the sea
Simple star
Wishing star
I wonder where you are
Come with me
Lets go fly
Into the big blue sky
Until the night we try
Have fun or cry
Lets go have fun
Under the moon or the sun
The sweet smell of a honey bun
Come on lets go hun
The Scorpio's Sting
You have been around for a long time
Been around for the whole crime
Told me what you saw in me
Helped me be me so I could see
Never would you let me be
You tell me what I should do
Even if we got into a fight about it
I am not so washed up now
I have thrown in the towel
Here to stay
Here to play
I am not done yet
I am not going to jet
I am not going to let
People push me around
You helped me be strong and gave me advace
I took some and gave some
I miss you a lot you know
But, you are always here with me somehow
No matter how you are where you are
I'll know you keep me in your heart
Help me get through stuff like me to you
Even when you give me the sting
I can play by the ring
And pluck a deadly string
Until then can I bring
Out myself inside
Thanks for being there
Staying here
A Broken Heart A Broken Soul
We grow up to find love
Searching seeking for it
Some find it some don't
Some is waiting for a hint
Others do more then a little bit
When we find it
It is so grand
Wonderful and magical
I might go on for a week to a month to a year
Then on down the road something happenes
Something makes you smile less
Something gives you more stress
Maybe never wear that pretty dress
They ingore you
Never call and check up on you
They disapear
Leaving you ingored
You all alone
When you find out your already broken
Crying and worring all the time
Wondering what you did to cause this
Staying up all night wondering why
Thinking about it just makes you cry
You try and try
But, you just want to die
A broken heart
A broken soul
At least your friends are here
Staying here for you my dear
We all go though it
We all go though that hit
But that mission is always love
Love within our soul
Then we become happy
Find someone to hold again
Someone that always makes us grin
Our sweet little sin
Having fun today
Having fun yesterday
Laying in the sun
Smiling softly
Moaning slightly
Kissing lightly
Making love
Until the lights go out
This is what I am talking about
Simple wish
Simple love
Having fun
Having love
Having someone
Someone to love
Someone to hold
Someone to kiss
Someone for you
I'm happy for you
Drifting Away
Drifting away
Away from the people today
Today we are dead
Dead to this world
World that is dieing
Deing because we are careless
Careless for our planet
Planet that is Earth
Earth of the elements
Elements of wind, rain, water, fire, metal, and wood
Wood that was once green
Green that caught fire
Fire burning the forest
Forest that had no rain
Rain that stopped falling
Falling like water
Water that the wind carries
Carries us away
Away from the land
Land that is dieing
Dieing our people
People laying in blood
Blood that was split over greed
Greed that are us humans
Humans that hate themselves
Themselves that are crule
Crule who think they rule
Rule of our people
People that are dead
Dead in this land
Land that is forgotten
Forgotten to our eyes
Eyes that can see
See everything that we do
Do the evil deed
Deed that is mean
Mean is the people
People on this earth
Earth that is drowning
Drowning in the sea
Sea that over flows
Flows over the bodies
Bodies that are floating
Floating in the water
Water that is red
Red is now our flag
Flag of the rage
Rage of the souls
Souls that are alive
Alive in this ground
Ground that is brown
Brown that turned to blood
Blood that is evil
Evil people
People that need to die
Die now don't cry
Cry for no one
No one that killed our land
Land that doesn't belong to us
Us that is selfish
Selfish on this land
Tree Of The Dead Tree of the dead
Can you hear what they said
About the bodies on the tree
For most of the world to see
Hanging limply from a branch
They never had a chance
The rope tightly around there neck
Look at there limp bodies
They were not the goodies
These people where the badies
Ones that hurt the innicent
Ones that killed the weak
We are not so helpless
No matter what it seems
Hidden behide metal beams
Hearing the peoples screams
In terror when they saw our eyes
We are not so weak
We are the ones that leek
Leek into the world
Kill the ones that hurt us
When no one in the world seems to give a damn
They tresspassed on our land
Broke into my home
Hurt my family
Did more then that to me
So laugh at them on the tree
Get a bat and beat them more
For all the torment they put me though
This is my world
I am taking it over
Tree of the dead
Sea Of Colorful Flowers
Look out over the edge
Of a floating ship over this sea
A sea of colors and smells
The sweet smell of roses
The relaxing lavender
The purplr violets
The dangerious sanpping dragons
The silly pansys
Look at the floating colors
The blue of the orchards
The yellow of the dazys
The red of the roses
The purple of the violets
The pink of the wild roses
The sweet sweet smell of flowers
Flowers so sweet and wonderful
The roses
The dazyz
The huge mountion of the sunflowers
The white folowers
The dafadiles
The sucatus
The flowing color
When the wind blows
The smell is intoxacating
It feels like being in heaven
The wonderful smell
The sea of flowers
The colorful colors
Of the different kinds of flowers
Smell the flowers
Smell the world
Smell this heaven
Rage Of A Woman
Rage of a waomna
Is not uncommon
We get mad over different reasons
A broken promise
An other lie
The demanding of a guy
They think we are slaves
Cook them food,wash there clothing
Get them an other beer
Tons of reasons to make us mad
Ingoring me pushing me away
The wosr thing I hate is lies
Saying yes to something then turn me down
I can only take so much before I hit the ground
My rage is this
I want a relationship
I don;t need an other fucker
I just want a relationship
Not a deadly sex freak
Someone who waits and don't ask
One who understands my feelings
One that will take it slow
Help cook and clean
And not oder me around
Most people just want sex
To me that is just nasty
But, for a relationship
It is a beatuiful thing
In my eyes I will see it
And in my heart I will know it
The love I want
If not i'll snap
A woman's rage
Inside Of My Soul
have grown up so sweet and innicent
Moved to a place so evil and mean
Tried to be nice
But, they hurt me
Today I still suffer from abuse
But I help others with there problems
The constint bulling
The evil we see
The people haveing sex all the time
I am an outcast in there eyes
But, I don't care I am what I am
I am an 19 year old virgin
One who likes both girls and guys
I don;t need drugs to make me happy
Besides I'm tamatised
I don't need to drink to get a buzz
A suger rush is enough for me
I don;t need to have sex with who I like
I hangout and support them
I don;t need to be around these people
But, they are everywhere
Having sex with eveyone
Drinking alcohol
Smoking pot
This is not me
Do you see what I see
People lost in this drug
But, inside of my soul
There only trying to hide there pain
But, what is there to really gain?
Sheading Tears
Have you ever been so sad that you just cry
I don;t mean crying a little I mean a lot
Tears falling down fast
How long will it last
From the pain I feel
Sometimes I wish wasn't real
Sometimes I can peal
Peal away to make it better
No more of this horror
No more suffering and pain
What is there to gain
From a broken heart, to a broken home
To some killer in the middle of the night
it is hard to fight this
This stress that I am in
I wish it'll go away
More tears are shead today
From the worry to the want
From the lost love, to a lost life
The happiness is gone
I feel it rarely
It makes me sad
So I cry somewhere
This can't be fixed
It'll take some time
To set over all this trama in my life
Fix it, change it, make it better
Sick of crying
Tired of trying
So don't hurt me
Let me cry
My life is short
I want it back
In A Bed Of Innicent Hearts
Laying in a bed next you you
My body pressed against yours
Your long hair against my smooth face
My arms wrapped around you
A sweet innicent love
Of two hearts thae have meet
Holding each other in the night
Talking about there love for each other
Pulling you closer to me
I stroke you naked breasts
Lightly with my soft figner tips
How smooth your body feels
Against mine thats like yours
Nipping on your neck slightly
As you groan a little moan
Licking your neck now
tasting you flesh
How great it feels
To be up against you
To feel your body
Against my own naked body
Making you moan is so easy
Just as easy as you can make me
Lose controll over myself
When those hands glide over my fleash
loving how it feels
Wishing for more
More touching
More moaning
More cuddling
Like this
In the middle of the night
My sweet sexy lady
Unravled Dreams
These are my dreams
Broken torn and sad
Full of blood and horror
Tears rolling down my face
In the middle of the night
The sharp blades
The strong ropes
The burning bullets
The screaming people
The dead bodies
The taken breath
The tired legs
Losts happiness
Broken smiles
Torn limps
Blood footprints following me
Stalking me forever
The evil shadow
The terror of this stress
Scared to sleep
Scared to dream
Tired eyes drifting off
Drifting thoughts
Stalking me forever
Screamy terror
Horror filled night
More tears
Still asleep
Asleep in my broken dreams
Drems I wish would go away
Away forever unravled dreams
The Tale Of A Fingerprint
A fignerprint is always different
It is special in every way
It tells the story of a person
None are ever the same
The weird patterns that I see
Can tell you about me
Look into the memorizing patterns
Look at their mistory
It could be an evil one
it can be a good one
Each one is different
Each one is special
The lines of the patterns
The tails of our storys
The good the bad
The evil and the wicked
The happy and the wonderful
The tail of our differences
The tail of our life
The desire of our heart
Look at the swoosh of there movements
The hill of the land
The circle of the motions
Our own special thing
Something to hold on to
For one who desires to be different
This is the only why to know
This story that we tell
Of the small lines
Of the big lines
Of our fignerprints
The White Owl
Looking out of the window guess who I see
A big white owl flying over head
Sometimes I think it watches over me
Because I think I am the only on that seen
Seen this wonderful bird fly across the river
On a warn sunny day
Just as the sun was about to set
The sky was full of color
As my eyes followed his movements
To the woods he flew
Those huge big wings flapping
Flapping steadly to a beat
Flip flop flip flop
Against the setting breeze
Great owl
White owl
With those big yellow eyyes of yours
Watch over me great owl
You are a mighty one
A powerful white one
That floated over the river
When I was a young little girl
I never forgot that pretty day
When I saw you fly by
It lite up my heart
It seemed so magical
To see a white owl
In the day light
With the white wings
Glowing in the sky
The memory makes me cry
Spotted Hawk
Always out a window I see you
Pearched on a branch in a tree
Or flying over to follow me
A hawk so speical
Guiding me through life
Protecting me helping me to see
Myself through this pain
Helping me to gain
Gain hope in my heart again
White spotted bird tell me what you know
Help me guide my bow
So I can find the doe
So I can fly away and go
With you watching over this soul
One who is a little broken
One that needs love in this world
Great hawk guide me
Show me the path
That I need to take
How far is it over the lake
With someone there i'll be fine
Even if I am alone in time
Caring is my only crime
Spread your wings and fly with me
Help me to see
The happiness I seek
Forever I desire it
Forever that I need it
I did my share of drama
Drama thats killing me.
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Black Crow
Black crow
In the white snow
It is the only one that will know
The danger in my life
The caw caw of there warnings
Rining in my ear caw caw
I listen to them hear there warnings
Caw caw the black crow
Flying over head following me
Caw caw in the snow
Falling down around me
Big black bird save me
Like you always do
In a tree full of black
It is the crows caw caw
Sitting in the tall tree
Watching over me
Big black birds that I see
Really makes me glee
Of the darkness in my soul
From the pain that did the toll
On my body body maaking me cold
Caw caw in the snow
Blood red drops falling now
Caw caw black crow
I smile up at you
Lay down in the snow
Make it disapear
This horror that I feel
Caw caw in the snow
No more sounds caw caw
The Black Wolf
Once just a little pup
All alone in a cave with family
The darks attacked the pack
And you was left to die
Jusr a defenceless pup
Watching the horror as it went on
Black wolf surrived and travled from that land
In the hornor of her family
She would make herself a pack
To bring back to the west
The last of the western wolves
Going on and on forced breed once
Had a grey pup and a brown pup
Kepted going on when the time was bad
Dragging the pups around with her
Coming back to the land
Made a home in a cave
Was the only domanet female alpha
In the west of the broken land
She sits ontop of the cliff to the cave
Watching over her land
A lonely howl calls out into the night
Of a lonely heart and a crave for love
A bigger family a bigger pack
As time passed it grew and grew
And she is still strong and wise
Even after finding out her father was a dark
And her mother was a light
She bought the wolves together
Never turned them away
Howl the name of the pack so all can hear
Blood Stained Claws Wolf Pack
Talkative Stranger
It is hard to get used to someone
When they are always changing
Months without really talking
Then out of the blue they talk again
It makes me happy when I am sad
A feeling in me that makes me glad
It is so nice to feel like this
To have them talk to me again
I feel so happy I smile and grin
Maybe they where just thinking
Was to busy tp talk
I hope they keep talking to me
Because it makes me happy do you see
To know you still care
When you know I still love you my dear
Thanks for cheering me up
Thanks for talking to me
I was shocked you talked to me
You are sometimes a stranger to me
Sometimes locked away in your life
Sometimes talkative and random
To talk to you is a joy
Because you are my favourite toy
The peace I now have
Thanks for being there
To talk to me
To cheer me up you see
Talkitive stranger talking to me
You make me happy and glee
We could meet under a tree
And have a life happy to see
Aiden's Touch
Sometimes you can drive me crazy
Screaming and crying all the time
But, when I hold you; you don;t cry
You smile and even coo sometimes
You are very special to me
My little nephew you are getting big
Ypur touch on my finger are so strong
Gripping on and giving me hope
I love to just hold you against me
The feel of someone there comferts me
The small smile I see when I stare at you
The laughing coo I get when I talk to you
The strong grip I get when you grab my finger
A simple touch can leave me helpless
In a pleasent why the pain goes away
All I can think about is you
Yourr tiny fingers
Your webbed feet
Your sweet smile
Your simple coos
Your caring heart
Your wondering eyes
Your cute outfits
My newphew
My baby
My little man
My lvoe and joy
My hope and pride
My comfert and friend
Your little touch
Aiden's touch
The Sound Of Crying
Now you hear my crying
While I wish I was dieing
I am so tired of trying
Trying to be happy
Once I get happy the drama follows
Right at my heals waiting
Stalking me as I am happy
Slowly lurking and tanting me
I seek happiness don;t you see
But, everytime I get happy it wont let me be
Always watching, laughing, stalking
Like an evil nightmare I try to run from
This is my life, the pain, the drama
Tearing me down again tearing me down again
Stealing my face of it's grin
Locking me away in a metal bin
Suffacting me for the fun
Someone give me a damn gun
I'll end it myself
Kill it for oneself
This deadly drama
Tearing me down
Tears always hitting the ground
Can you hear me crying
Can you see the tears
Can you feel the pain
Behide the broken smile
Will you talk for awhile
Or just watch me cry
Until I die
The Suditive Smile
Can you see my smile
My smile that draws you in
Into my deadly trap for love
Love that I seek so badly
So badly that I am in rage
Rage to kill anyone
Anyone looking at my pale pink lips
Craving their deadly taste
Taste that is so bitterly sweet
Sweet kiss on the lips
Tasting your love forever
Forever I will find it
Find it and never let go
Let go of the hope in me
Me that is smart and pretty
Pretty for everyone to see
To see me in pain kills you
Kills you like I want it to
To me love is not a game
A game to play on my heart
My heart that is kind
Is kind to everyone I see
See me smile
My smile draws you in
Into love me
Me that is nice
Nice to have someone to love
To love someone is not a sin
Tree Scar's
From the ground I start
Climb from branch to branch
Trying to reach the very top
How excited was I
When I was climbing the tree
My favourite joy
No matter the terrifying risk
I was never afraid of heights
I sook the sky
Sook the thrill the freedom
No one could touch me there
Up in that tall tree
I climbed and climbed
Until I made a mistake
I grabbed a thin branch and with a snap I fell
I fell down branch by branch
Out of the huge tree
I thought I was going to die
My heart was beating mad
And from the 30 to more feet tree
I caught with my strong hands
The last branch in the tree
I was laughing and let go
Fell 5 to 10 feet in a huge ditch
Got up and walked home
My body covered in blood and scars
But, damn wasn't that a good thrill
To climb so high
To fall so fast
And still get up to walk away
This is my tree scar of my wonderful past
The Old Day
I miss the old day
When I was free to laugh and play
The green grass where I used to lay
I miss that young uncaring fun still today
The warm winds weather in May
The smell of fresh hay
The feel of soft clay
The wonderful delisious food on the tray
The open free space of yesterday
The fresh air, the water spray
The warn sun from the sun ray
The wonder of the furture when we was gay
There was no torminting gray
No one to really say
How wonderful it is to stay
In the wonderland of the sea bay
The protection of the goddess Fay
The sweet singing of the blue jay
The loud noise of the horses neigh
The thrill the roller coster pay
We are the free children
Give us our freedom
This is the right wing
Bring back the old days
We want to play
The green grass is were we lay
The woods the wild is where we stay
We demainded it today
The distant memorios of yesterday
Look at the sky
And wonder why
Cursed Soul
Cursed soul Pay the toll Feel the pain There is no gain Broken heart Broken soul Broken bones
Cursed soul Torn up goal Smell the blood Crying tears Crying screams Crying teens Falling ones
Cursed soul There is no one No one to laugh No one to see Non one to feel The hate in me The dead tree
Cursed soul Ripped up wings Scary dreams Scary faces Scary places Look what you done
My Flag
My flag
Will not lag
It will be strong
It wont take long
My soul will be in it
With a story in the tale
Background bright and red
The story of the dead
The dragons that fell in love
The golden rain fell
The black storm come
They intwinged together
To give hope forever
A female gold dragon
A male black dragon
Entwinded around each other
The flag of my soul
Is what I see and feel
The acinet creatures
The fallens color
The oppistes together
To protect forever
Listen closely
You can hear them slightly
There wings falpping in the night
Chasing away the flight
The can bring light
The dragons fight
There soul is right
Dragon in my soul
Of the nightmare toll
My Rage
My rage
I finally snapped breaking my cage
I herd there laughing
I felt there bulling
Now I am out
Your going to pay i'll make you shout
In great pain
A drop of blood for every gain
I am different from you
I am my ownself
I protect myself
I'll kill you all
Make you feel small
Force you to cry
Before you die
I warned you first
Before I busrt
What a rush
I'll beat you till you hush
Quiet now
Blood drips
Flesh rips
Metal whips
Broken hips
Wax dips
Torture is fun
Feel what i've done
WHat pleasure it is
To kill them
To make them pay
There dead today
Aiden's Eyes
Aiden's eyes
Not so different from mine
The change color
Those hazel eyes
Bright blue
To soft green
Together there so memorizing
They sparkle and shine
Just like mine
They always watch me
Where every I go
Smiling or grinning at me
Sweet baby that I see
The magical eyes that can be
Within the soul of him
My little man
My little boy
Playing with a little toy
His eyes wonder
His eyes shine
They sparkle with wonderful mistery
Making them better then history
Those eyes
The blueish green orbs
Flutteringly staring at me
Looking at me so I can see
How cool they can be
little Aiden
My nephew
Twinkling eyes
Aiden's eyes
Death Match
Death Match
Sometimes death follows you pushing you to see how far you can go
Sometimes the more death pushes you the more you want to give in and let death take you away
It is easier to just slice it to make it easier,but it only hurts you more
The pain is in everyone so your not alone even thoguh you feel alone
Sometimes you whine and cry while death watches you
Sometimes you stare it right in the face wanting to give death your life
You think about all the things holding you back.Your friends , family, dreams, and other things
Those things give you hope hold your hand guilding you alone while death follows
Sometimes in the night you cry so hard you can't breath and death will be right there waiting waiting pushing
Life is full of dispointment and it can be hard,but hold on be strong
Someone somewhere also is watching you
The gaurdian lurking in the night
The single soul watching you while death watchs to
But sometimes that guardian gives you a push of help to make you strong enough to carry one
Death pushes harder and you fall down on your knees bleeding now
You still hold on gripping onto that little hope to go on with your life be strong and keep going
You stab death back rip it up and stab it back and smirk at it
Walking on torn,but still there
But there is someone else thats here
Someone with you somewhere no matter where you are
When you look up at a star
When you get into a car
That guardian is always there watching you helping you holding on so your feel better
Even at times your so down you can;t get up they do something to help
So watch for death ingore them watch for the gaurdian it will help you
Today life is so hard for me
Sometimes i'm so blinded by the pain I just can;t see
Sometimes i wonder why death wont let me be
But it's kinda making me stronger so I can be free
Free to be strong, free to be myself, free to be whatever I want to be
So hold on tight the road is bummy and i'll be right by your side no matter where you are
Love me and i'll love you
No matter where you are i'll always lvoe you and protect you
Snow Falls
Snow falls
Sprinkling down on the ground
White dust all around
Magic flakes sweet sounds
Listen to the magic that calls
Calls us outside into the night
To watch the snow fall down
Magic in a small town
Covering the street,roads, and side walks
Magical powder everywhere
Twinkling in the sky
Up in the air so high
White magic that can fly
So slick and shy
Magic that is here
Magic that is there
Magic that is around us
White dust
Magic that we trust
Can you feel it's lust
It's want to please you
Wants to make you happy
It maks you smile
When you see it falling
Magic that is calling
Snow that is covering
The ground so white
The frost will bite
But the flakes will rest
Rest in a magical pixie dust
Dust falling all around
Falling down on the ground
What a sweet sound
The twinkling of the snow
Tell us will you go
Go outside in the white
Tell us what you know
About this magical snow
Snow falls
Cutting Again
Cutting again
Right into my plae white skin
I can feel the devils grin
While I commit this sin
An other drop
The world forgot
The pain is here
It is everywhere
Here and there
Where ever I go
So i'll hurt myself
Make the pain go away from oneself
It is impossable to forget
All the pain that I get
So I give myself more
Go in my room
And lock my door
Forget that I am real
Waiting for my scars to heal
Looking out my window at the sky so teal
Feeling the blood rolling down
Can they even see me frown
When they trick me
To make me do things they can't see
This hurt wont let me be
Sometimes I wish I could flee
Run away from everything
Trying to find everything
Trying to find something
Am I this alone
Or am I blind to them
Even if the blood is for him
Cut In My Skin
Everytime you lie it is a cut in my skin
When you tell me you love me it is a cut in my skin
When I stare at you it is a cut in my skin
When I cry all night because of you it is a cut in my skin
Everytime I think of you it is a cut in my skin
The word love is a cut in my skin
The paunful lies are a cut in my skin
When I long to kiss you it is a cut in my skin
The thing I want is a cut in my skin
Broken hopes and dreams you promis is a cut in my skin
Fallen for you is a cut in my skin
Trusting you is a cut in my skin
Hugging you is a cut in my skin
Sometimes I feel like everything is a cut in my skin
When you smile
When you laugh
When I cry
When I dream
When I wish
When I hope
When I crave
When I long for it
When I see it
When I feel alone
When I am writing to you
All these things are a cut in my skin
A cut in my skin
For all of the sin
In the world
This is what I want
Black Soul
She sits in a darkned room
Cold and black with a hidden moon
Eyes staring out into the darkness
Blacked body wounded soul
Flame as black as night
A gown so dark and smooth
Her soul is stuck here
Here in her castle on her though
To many tears fallen
To many peages left callen
So much her soul is blak
Therefor she is trapt
Trapt is her broken heart
Her broken soul
Never again to be happy
Black evil
Black flames
Black coldless eyes staring
Staring right into your very soul
A soul that sucks the life out of you
For she is longing to free herself
Free herself from her own curse
The curse of her family
Of the haunted red moon in the sky
One that makes people die
The city lost
The people cry
The humans try
To kill them all
These creatures wont fall
Listen to her call
Unforgetable Past
Unforgetable past
How long will this pain last
Remembering the pain of yesterday
Feeling the worries still today
Keeping me locked up inside
Afrade to go outside
Fear of the past following
It's always watching
Stalking me in the dark
Following me in the park
Always right there watching me
Always around can't you see
My past, the pain, the sorrow
People tell me to forget ,but what do they know
They are not me they don't know where I go
They don't know what I been through
You can't just forget
All the pain that you can get
From the past
The spell that is can cast
It can move extreamly fast
Forever this pain will last
Before you know it your dead
Full of dread
The books they read
The things that lead
The past that tread
The fear it breed
To learn from it makes you stronger
So you can live a bit longer
Freedom to be
All that you can be for people to see
It is hard for me
When people doult my ways
This is me weather or not you like it anyways
I'm smart ,and funny, and loveable
I am extreamly hugable
My past wears me down
So sometimes I lay on the cold hard ground
While my eyes look around
My mind listening to the haunting sound
A sound that can be so loud
Deep down in haunted misery
My life is a mistory
Only The Heart Can See
Only the heart can see
What I really am to be
The pain I been through has hurt me
The pain inside has grown
Sometimes I turn into stone
Push things away and block them out
Ingoreing the people's shout
It is so hard to do sometimes
When we are all going through some hard times
The heart gets hurt worse them anything else
Healing can take a long time
But slowly we smile
We stay awhile
To see what will happen
Take risks to see what we can take
This life is so hard for us to make
Happiness can come easy or hard
It is just how well you can draw the card
But sometimes it is the wrong one
It is hard to see what we have done
To ourselves sometimes
To the broken rimes
Wounded dreams
Bloody streams
The heart is dying
A lot of crying
I've done a lot
Letting myself cook in a huge pot
Masked myself in lies
Just to comfert myself and cut the ties
I'm tired
The heart can see
All the pain in me
But with slow movement it will heal
So my dreams can be real
Taste Me
Baby do you want to taste me
Do you want to know how I feel
Being next to you
Feeling your warm breath on my neck
How it makes me trimble
With delight inside myself
I finally found that oneself
To make me happy
To make me smile
To make me laugh
How I love how you talk to me
How you comfert me
The way you see
The best I can be
How much I love that feeling against my neck
To moan and groan and tilt my neck
To become weak and melt and like it
To moan a little bit
To enjoy the comfert that I get
Wow what a feeling
The loneing loving
One thing I always wanted
Comeing to me slowly
Finding someone who is so lovingly
Feeling of lvoe so strong
It's never wrong
To love someone
To hold anyone
To want something
To get that wonderful thing
To hold onto it
To crave it
To beg for it
No matter how much pain you get
The wonderful feeling
On love in the air
This is only fair
Taste me
Make me see
The love that can be
Bruises On Me
These marks they come and go
Just like people in my life come and go
You still think about then from day after day
Wondering when they disapeared
Just like the blackish bruise on my leg
Some come and some go
Wondering who will stay and who will go
It's hard to wounder what would happen
If all of them disapeared
In a clouded smoke of dust
Drifting off into the distance
Never to be seen again
You wish you know why this always happens
You expect it and feel it,but you can't forget it
It eats away at you like acid eating away at your soul
Who cares and who dares to make my life harder
People get in the way and some help you all the way
Somethings you do yourself and somethings your need help with
Like the bruises on your skin
Sometimes you know waht caused them and sometimes you don't
You get mad or angry and they disapear
You don't mean to push them away
Some many things are confuseing you
The simple pleasures of life you seek
The smile faces clouding your mind
The fluttering whispers echo in your ear
Should you do this should you do that
Am I doing this right am I doing this wrong
Will I be good at it will I not be good at it
Things make us think sometimes to much
Lying awake at night thinking about it
Seeking you want
Working at your goals
Wondering around with bruised toes
A bump on the head a mark on a leg
Things we don't know how it got there,but they apear
Life seems to disapear
Right under our eyes
Wondering what kinda lies
Where told to our face
While we played with sweet grace
Who was there to trace
Out our life in the end
Is it you or is it them
You decide or you could hide
Don't fall when the body feels the tide
Life is a wild ride
Sometimes it's harder to find
When your clouded behind a weird mind
Maybe the bruises will tell the story
Maybe I wont worry
Inside My Head
Inside my head
I can see that I am dead
The magical thread
That was tied to tight
That wasn't right
Inside my head
There is a lot I dread
Past fears
Future wants
Fadded memories
Wounded heart
Different things
Many rings
Hear the bells
Hear the story that it tells
About the lonely girl
Alone one her wedding night
Stainded blood on her hands
From the stupid mans
Who seek more pleasure then they can get
So they go out and seek more till the get hit
Sad story that it my seem
What really is a dream
Nothing it what it is
People play you like a toy
Because they think you are a joy
But what is it they really enjoy
A lovers snare
A person's care
There long hair
Lifes not fair
Inside my head
I see the dead
The dead of the men
Men who are selfish
Selfish to wait for love
So they go around like whores
Cheating on there so called lovers
Until the whicked hovers
Revenge in there hearts
Heart that was once theres
Theres that are now broken
Broken until little pices
But the man is dead
Dead from the dread
Dread the woman wrote
Wrote what they read
Read about the dead
Running Away From Today
Running away
From the life we all know
From the things we fear wishing they would leave us alone
From our heart that turns into stone
When we see others with things we wish we had
Sometimes it makes us way to mad
The jealousy that we go through today
The reason that we go
Far from here
It's a sad story my dear
The want
The pleasure
To not be alone anymore
To enjoy a delicious smore
To the simple things in life we take for granted
From the things we wanted
So we run away
Far from the place with the pain
Hiding it away from us
Finding it hard to trust
The people before they rust
Turn away and leave you a stray
A single ray
That lights the way
To the one path that we should run to
Some things hold us back
Something’s we can lack
But our own skill we can save
From the fame that we crave
Not wanting to be alone
Aggravated so much that we groan
Wantingly with a angry moan
A deep sigh
When we are up so high
Wondering around we think then cry
Wondering how hard we should try
Looking up for the answers in the sky
Laying around wanting to die
Staring at a blank tie
Wanting to go fly
Fly away
Far away
Seeking the path
That is right
With all my might
I will fight
Till I find my path
Don't stand in my wrath
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Post by Midnight on Nov 9, 2007 6:47:19 GMT -5
Setting Sun
Setting sun
Sitting here looking out the window
At the big colorful sky
I watch as the color mixes like dye
The blue, the purple, the pink, the orange
Wonderful colors as the sun sets
Slowly a sea of color spreads
Being pulled together carefully through threads
Merging together to make a picture
A picture of color so smoothing and gentle
Watching the sky as the sun fades away
The color spreads like a giant butterflies wing
Flapping in the air
Saying goodbye to the sun for an other day
Saying goodbye so it can rest today
The sky looks like a sea of color
Swimming around following the sun
Until it's last ray goes over the hill
The colors follow it still
Until they disappear forever in a sea of blue
Clouded by darkness as it rises
Making the butterfly wings disappear
In the magical night of the sky
The stars spread out like lighting bugs
A big blanket of twinkling hugs
A huge big black rug
With sparkling light
Spreading all through the night
Some are bright
Butterflies play while the sun goes down
Following the sun to the ground
Following the sun that is round
Sea of color all around
Watching the blanket of twinkling stars
Looking up at the planet mars
The milky way is one of my favorite candy bars
Catching the stars in big jars
Until the next day when the sun will rise with the rising butterflies
Why Wont The Pain Stop
Why wont people listen to me
I cry in the night and no one can hear me
So why should I care what I do
I hate my life it is not worth living through
Can you hear me
When I need you can you hear me crying
No you don't care Im to big for it now
Help me someone does my family love me to
To my heart I don't know where to go
So what do I do
Just kill me now
Or help me through
Help get through the gate
I can't debate
To the one I love
To the one I hate
Go away you don't care
You don't listen to me
I can't tell you anything
So why should I tell you
You lie that is why
I am mad
So mad I can hear my time fading away
To the dark
Where no light can go
I like it with no light
It just brings pain back again
Wounded Me
Growing up with a disappointing time
From the rapid deaths
To the sheaded tears
The broken hearts
Many lies for broken promises
Depressing moods, darkened days
Hidden hopes
Unsettling dreams
New scars
More pain
Paranoid minds
Shadered bones
Wounded people
Feeling hurt
Hurting myself
Causing myself pain
Staying up late crying for hours
Watching the blood stain my sheets
Laying in bed hoping to die
Just trying to figure out why
Why I always cry
Why I feel miserable
Why I crave to do bad things to myself
Sitting there bleeding to death
Mooring for myself
For I am in a weird mess
My body wants what I can't give it
To find a honorable soul to take it
Up to the sky with them
Feel free and fly away
Feeling new things that I wouldn't do yesterday
What the hell is wrong with me
Wake me up from today
Friends Forever
Fading Away From People I Know friends are spoce to be friends forever
there spoce to be by your side no matter what
we all make new friends and still have our old friends as well
things change they disapear
your left stranded alone and you disapear
fade away into your own shadow
watching as the world passes you by
you meet new people
talk to them
feel like shit when they disapear
feel numb and beat when they judge you
on some stupid book they believe to be holy
no one has a right to judge
just because of something you like or do
but friends they should hold onto you
because who knows when they might need you
you help them they run
you tlak to them there silent
you hug them they stab you
you love them they hate you
you take care of them and they beat you
some make you feel good some make you feel low
so in a sea of emotion your all confused
but you sit and think and see the news
it's in the sky
and we will know it even when we die
things change
but we can't change it
we have to live with it follow it
stab it back take it back kick it around
drag it back
make them see
the friendship that can be
forever and always
forever in my heart
there my family
my love and joy
my huggable friend
Muderer Of Men
You say I am hot
You say that I am sexy
You want to pick me up
You say that you love me
You stroke my thigh
Grip it slightly
Take my clothing off
And then fuck me
Tell me to leave
And come back when you want me
I cry because I want love
But no one will give it
They just want a little sex
To make them happy
No love
No hug
No kiss
No date
A confused soul
A broken heart
A weird mind
A scared girl
Someone who was molsted by force
You tant to play with her
She ends up getting mad
All guys love her
She gets out her dagger
Goes to his house
Stab him in the heart
Make him pay for the pain
Tell him you love him
While he bleed on the bed
Put the dagger away
And sit on the bed
Make a bloody list
Of men to be murdered
All because
The had no respect for woman
Sleep Beside Me
Sleep beside me
Wrap your arm around me
Cover me up slightly
Tell me you love me
Whipser it in my ear
Hold me close
Let me know
You love me so
Show me you care
Show me that you know
How to treat me now
I'll rub your back
Fix you some food
As long as you
Love me so
I'll do the best that I can
To make you happy
If you make me happy as well
I want to love
I want to be noticed
I want to be cared for
Not like a slave or a whore
Just like a human
Just like you
So I can love you
You can love me
And we'll be together
Forever you see
Forgiveness
Sometimes we do things where are not proud of
Sometimes we murder, kill or hurt
Scream at someone, blame them for something
Sometimes we assume something just because of what someone says
Sometimes we jump to fast to hurt someone before we stop and ask ourselves why
It only takes a small word, a smile, a touch to make us cry
To make us feel low to the ground
To give us a black eye, to pull our hair
To loose our temper and beat you to you bleed
But there is always forgiveness in our souls
For the stupid things people do
For their quick judgement that rules us out
For the clothing we wear
To the things we do
To how we are raised and have grown up
Sometimes what we've seen for years we think is right
To hate the black people for not being white
To hate a prep for dressing nice
To hate a goth because they where black and "worship satan"
For calling cutters a small excuse for attention (only when they talk about it then it actually is, same w/ suicide)
A simple word like hello is all it takes
To make a difference in our world
Forgiveness for a different thing is wonderful
We are all the same yet different at the same time
Why hate what is different when you are different to
Forgiveness helps us see what we did wrong
To admit we hurt someone for no reason at all
To admit that hurting someone for being different is wrong
And sometimes the hardest thing to do is forgive ourselves for the way we treat others
For the regreats we have in our life
To admit that we were wrong or did something wrong
To forgive ourselves is the hardest thing to do
But forgiveness is a wonderful thing
Because all we need is
Forgiveness
Simple Words Simple words
Writting on the wall
Of an abanded building
Long forgotten what happened there
The plea the begs
The blood on the wall
The dead bodies everywhere
The simple words that they cry
For help for love, for mirsey ,for them to stop
The sound sof the whip cracks
The sound of the dieing screaming
The sound of tear drops on the ground
A innicent soul count in the middle of this war
The blood spilled the craziness
The killing the blood
Some bomb dropped on our enemies to kill them
But killed tons of children instead
They say war is for peace, for new,for order
What peace what order
The world is in chaos
All because where selfish
We want oil
We want peace
But, we force it on others
Or take it by force
So everyone dies in the end
What peace
There is no peace
Everyone ahtes everyone else
Everyone whats what the other one has
Simple word of the people is
Stop the killing
Stop the war
Stop the pain
Innicent children are dieing
As well as people
More soilders get killed
And for what
Oil ;oil we have no right haveing
People yell at others for coming to America
We have no right haveing it
We come here killing the idians, took there land,raped there woman
Just like in scottland
We are doing it everywhere else in the world
You change the relgion that people beleive for years all because it is the new land so your relgion is right
You force things on people and your selfish
You push them around shove them around
And no one decides for themselves
A simple word like I want to be my own person I want to do my own things...is all we need
A simple word like stop the killing
Stop being selfish
Share what we have....share our land
This land is ours and it is yours
It is not just ours
It is everyones
A simple word
A simple wish
A ack of stupidity
Can kill the world
A ack of kindness
Can heal it
Simple words
Can change the world
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Post by Midnight on Nov 9, 2007 6:48:06 GMT -5
Mood Ring
The mood of the ring
Changes colors as we change
Blue green yellow orange and black
From warm to cold
From mellow to emo
From happy to sad
The mood ring chances with the clouds
While it rains while it shows
When the sun rises when it sets
The colors it means when where in a different mood
Almost mysterious in some ways
The mood ring changes colors
Rapidly when we have mood swings
The rapid colors of a magic wheel
Faster then a speeding bullet
From blue to black
Just like that
What do you think about that
The moods of the mood ring
Shifting like the seasons
Sometimes without reason
Dragonfly
Dragonfly up in the sky
Flying around in the air so high
Colorful wings glittering in the light
Transparent in the night
Dragonfly fly away
To a land where you belong
Pretty dragonfly with colorful wing
The sparkling blue of the skies above
Seems to disappear in the sky
Up in the air so high
Wings like tear drops
Fluttering in the sky
Dragonfly wings can cry
When the world is dry
Where will they fly
They thrive in the wet lands
Sparkling against the waters edge
Close to the magical tree
Where they fly free
Dragonfly fluttering around
Making the water look like a colorful ground
You can see them all over
In the air they hover
The sky is there cover
The water there home
The earth there tomb
Dragonfly up in the sky
Fly away when the tear drops cry
For when the earth is dry
Everything will die
So make a tie
So you wont hear the lie
Of the secret land
Up in the sky
Here is where you stand
Near the magical tree
Where you fly free
Spirit Has Died
The spirit we had as a kid has died
We go around doing things where shouldn't do
We turned to bad people on the earth today
Where murders, killers, rapists
We are not the sweet innocent we used to be
Because I can see
What this world is doing to me
It's changing me killing my spirit
Making me want to kill and do evil things
Mostly because that’s what everyone else is doing
There blinded by the drugs they do
There blinded by the sexual pleasure they get
It's clouding my mind
Because I am not like that
I refuse to let my soul die
To let it die with who I am
I wont let guys change who I am
I wont let my spirit die
Don't let yours die
In the confusing world where in today
Come with me and stay
Don't let your spirit go a stray
Don't sever it up on a silver tray
Keep it intact don't let it fade away
Don't let the spirit drift down the bloody sea of chaos
Let it stay with you
Be who you are
Not what others want you to be
You are fine the way you are
Our spirits have died
Murdering Dagger The Dagger Part XI
Murdering dagger
So sharp and shinny
Metal that can perch through the weakened flesh
The weakness of men with no respect
No manners or control of there hands
My lovely dagger cuts into there skin
Cutting off there pride as I whisper in there ear
Respect us we are not here for your pleasure
Hurt me and I’ll make sure
Your suffer greatly for making me cry
I'll make you bleed a mile long
Because you thought I was not strong
The dagger will cut every inch of your skin
For men that hurt me again
Broke my heart tattered my soul
Ripped my spirit and put it in a jar
There is woman with pride today
There not running around like the sluts today
Some are kind and nice and caring
You should of thought about that before you opened your mouth
So now your dieing
What a wonderful sight
The blood stained blankets
Seeking into the mattress
The wonderful pleas from the disrespectful guy
Who put his hands on me and gave me a bruise
Wonderful dagger make him cry
Cry stupid boy till you die
Dagger I might try
To change there mind
For they better have respect next time
For if you listen to our little rhyme
You might see there evilest crime
Of all people that we are today
Brainwashed to follow what they want
Lovely dagger do not listen
For they sever in the kitchen
Like the slave there made to be
I wont be brainwashed can't you see
That the only person I am is me
Wonderful dagger we are done here
Let this man rot with his soul that I have changed
Maybe there learn a little respect
Where not to be ordered around like we are there property
We are not here for there pleasure or comfort
We are here to enjoy ourselves
Without the brainwashing of TV, music, and some books
Lovely dagger lets go chop them up
And put there organs in a glass cup
And send it around to the ones who did it
So all of them will get hit
For that when they get bit
They will know what it is
For our murder is his
His fault for his disrespect
Lovely dagger lets go away
Until I need you next for an other day
Can't Sleep Living Nightmare
Can't sleep in a living nightmare
When the walls seem to eat you alive
Late at night when you can't sleep at all
Makes you shuddered when you hear the eerie call
The noises of the night can get to you sometime
Even when the clock ticks on anytime
For the living nightmare that we can't sleep
Sometimes give us a scary leap
The chills that can creep
Up on our spine
To the glowing eyes that can shine
Creeping nightmare of mine
Living in a world of crime
Makes you paranoid when the shadows move on your wall
There can make you seem so small
When something bothers you like that it can seem so tall
And then your never know when you will fall
For nightmares haunting us is weird and true
For some of them we can't understand or get a clue
We have them over and over
There always under cover
There in the night where they hover
The dark thoughts of our mind
Don't look inside you don't know what you might find
It can be cruel and unkind
When you look at what you can see
To the evil sounds that can be
This evil thoughts they scare me
Evil nightmares
To the sounds of anyone that cares
For the eyes that stares
From across the room
The doorway can be so gloom
The shadow that can loom
There everywhere
Can't sleep nightmare
Theses dreams aren’t fair
Smell the blood in the air
The ghosts will dare
To make me mad
The feelings make me sad
I lost my dad
To someone who has had
Someone to love little lad
To the ice pad
To make us feel better
To the things we can't get
To the things we hit
This world I don't understand it
This nightmare that I live
What am I suspose to give
To the liveing nightmare
In my head
Tasting The Rain
Tasting the rain as the earth turns to grain
From the many miles of clouds a day
It has to rain someday
The earth dried up
The water has died
The animals disappear
The people die
The winds change
As the world gets hotter
The people lose hope
As they sit around and mope
Bring on the rain
As you soak up the sun
Let it fall down
Let it hit the ground
Let it fill the earth all around
Till the water fill the river so proud
To the storm that is so loud
To the rain drops in the crowd
To the sprinkling rain of yesterday
Fill the earth that is dying today
Rain drops fall from the sky
Brings life to the things that might die
Soak up the earth, bring life, try
Rain fall like tears that we cry
So this earth will not burn and fry
So the rain clouds will not stray
Away from us
Bring the rain let it rush
Let the rain brush
Across the sky up so high
Open your mouth as the rain falls
Hear the rivers and streams to there mourning call
So the trees will grow tall
To the rivers that run free
Tasting the rain
Killing In The Name Of Satan
Killing in the name of Satan
Soaking my hands in his blood
Feeling his fire against my flesh
Savoring his dirty little mess
Earth on a silver platter
Souls falling through the gate
Younger kids with dirtier sins
Crashing through the gates
One by one they fall
Killing for the pleasure of my master
Feeding him blood with a ladle
With his souls I cradle
Warm them up with sin
Hoping they do it again and again
One by one the fall
Till there blood he'll have them all
As they listen to the sirens call
Singing a wonderful song
A mile long
Against there ears
There bodies move
Over the edge
Of there willing heart
To live
To breath
To sleep
No more in hell your his smore
His snack
His breakfast
His lunch
His dinner
His everything
To please him is a sin
And he is the one that will win
Over and over again and again
Flesh to dust
To dust to ash
From ash they burn
There souls belong to him
Your his little gem
He wears around his finger
Savoring the color
Of his mighty thrown
Wishing for that lustful moan
Of his mistress slave
Can you feel what he will crave
When your burning in your grave
Can you be extremely brave
To avoid the sin of the creatures of today
Not let it brainwash you for his day
Live an other night
In god's sweet light
For when the shadows come to play
Where will you lay
In his deadly claws
He doesn't make all the laws
For us the human can be the flaws
Of the Satan rain
Blood on every grain
Streams from the deadly strain
Death on a late night train
Satan's rain
Crawling Aiden
Baby your getting so big
Just yesterday I could of held your tiny little body in my hands
Now your growing up so fast
Being with you makes me smile
Because I know I will want one someday
Holding you taking care of you
It's the most treasuring thing for me
Having you smile and grin at me
Running your tiny fingers through my hair
Sleeping on my stomach
Crawling over me
Baby Aiden
So big so fast
My sweet baby boy
Little nephew
Little brat
Sweet Baby
Laying with me tonight
Stroking your back lightly with my fingers
Just to get you to sleep
Stop your crying
Sleep baby boy
Crawl over to me
Tell me you love me
Getting so strong
Soon your be able to walk
Those bumps and bruises
That will come later
Then your talk
And tell me how much you love me
Baby Aiden
Baby boy
Your my favorite
Sleeping little toy
Your a lot of joy
Aiden's story
Relaxing Against The Wind
Relaxing against the wind
Sweet summer air
Finally in love with a boy
This one doesn't treat me like a toy
I'm happy with him
His genital touch brushing my face
How our fingers lace
My heart beats and race
For this I can embrace
For me to love again
Love someone so kind and caring
Someone to pick me up and take me away
I'll ride the wind with him
His lovely wonderful gem
His diamond his love his sweet little angel
Who relaxes against the wind with her wings spread wide
Drifting off in that wonderful place
Loving him and his sweet genital grace
This time I played the ace
The lovers card
The card I love
He is my king
A king that loves me
Something special I can see
Our his heart I can be
Myself around him
No one else, but he
Will love me for who I am can you understand
When your relaxing against a stand
And feel something so grand
The feeling of his soft hang
Brushing against my flesh
The loving feeling
From his soft hands
Puts me to sleep relaxes me
Make my worries go away
Flutter and fly away
This is happening today
To spend the whole day
With him holding me in his arms
Whispering he loves me
Against the wind hold me
Chewing On Magic
Chewing on magic
Wonderful sweet magic
That we taste in the air
It helps us relax
It makes us calm
It helps us see
All that we can be
Magic here
Magic there
Tasting the magic Everywhere
Tasting it here
Tasting it there
Tasting it in the air
Sometimes when things arn't fair
When just have to pull up a chair
And wait for what we desever to come
Giving us a break a little something
We can hold onto
If magic that can make us into the blind
The the blind can see
And the seeing can't see
Because there blind to the magic
But now it's here helping me
Tasting it,but I can't see
It is around me
It is around you
It is everywhere we go
It can be anything we do
From this writing
To talented drawing
To finding a lvoer and making each other happy
To getting a job to support your needs and goals
To set more to get more
Without really knowing
Where the magic comes from the dust
The dust in the window
The magic that will grow
It's in the snow
I see it I know
Magic that tastes so good
In my mouth my loving tounge
Wishing away my troubles
In the doublt of time
In the mind of my own
Chewing on magic
Chewing on the life
That I made for myself
I molded it
I made it
In this world on my own
Just keep it up I beg you
Don't fall on your knees
Don't blow away i'm so happy
I tried to hard
I desever it
I gotta get
My mind together
Sweet magic
Keep me safe
I am trying my best
Save me
Help me can;t you see
I need to be
I need to be free
Let me keep what I got
I earned it
Chewing on magic
Such sweet magic
Magic in the air
Please don't scare
My happiness away
For this day
I am trying I tried today
I don't wanna cry
I don't want to die
Just fly
Around this magic
And let it take me this way
The Moon That Will Fall
The moon that will fall
When the soul that will call
For the death of the universe
All will perish under the waiting hands
Of creation for better understanding the life
The life of our soul
Can’t wait to pay the toll
Of our debt to the planet
To the Earth and to the moon
The crashing thunder of sound will fall
When everyone can see it all
It’ll come straight for us
And leave us in the dust
The dust of the past
The blood the bones
The terror the groans
The weak the fallen
The sound the screams
The bang the boom
The crash the thunder
The flash the light
The moon is falling
Falling from the sky
We are all going to die
Die while we cry
Cry as he try
Try to run from the sun
Away from the fallen moon
The silence the gloom
Rio
Baby if you died tonight
I'll keep you in my arms
You know I'll hold you tight
I'll stay here with you every night
Sit and wait right by your grave
Wishing to see that face I crave
My heart it breaks, I miss you babe
I count the days you make me wait
I'd die right now to be with you
Every night I pray
You're standing by that gate
I hope you'll guide me in
Cause I'm lost with out your love
I hope you saved a place
Standing there in your soft sweet grace
Waiting for me to return to you
Baby I love you
I will always be somewhere for you
I’ll kill myself so you wont be lonely
My baby, my Rio, my love, my savor, my angle
I’ll coming for you
Shine
Shine
Shine so bright
In the dark
In the light
Shine for the hope of the city
The fallen the weak
Help them get up give them hope
Shine brighter then the sun the moon and the stars
Shine more then anything in the world
Light up our hearts
Light up our spirits
Show them the way
The way to stay alive
To die to live
To be helped to be free
Shine for the whole world to see
Little boy of five
Let it shine
It’s bright and so fine
Blinding yet awakening
Shine smile be happy be free
Let the whole world see
That you’re the one
The bright the chosen
To protect the family
The young
The city
The land
Make it peace through the land
Make it sweet soft and grand
Make it grow in the sand
Shine raise a hand
Raise up and demand
Shine little boy
Shine
Mureding Voices All In My Head
Murdering voices all in my head
Walking around as if I am dead
Words spinning this way and that
Making me dizzy in one quick snap
What is going on with me now
Wondering in this world so foul
Trying to be the best in everything
Whatever I do it is still not enough
Trying to make my own plans work
People come around being a fucking jerk
Saying I’ll fail in the missing I seek
All those words all inside my head
Can make me sad and make me stay in bed
Sleeping my life away
Losing weight the bad way Depression go away today
Words turn to gold someday
Somehow I am lost in my plan
Others messing up the land
Making the soft dirt turn to dry sand
Ignoring the voices in my head
Making me feel so dread
Hear theses voices that I read
On the paper that I had
My dream plans make me glad
To have something still to go on
Firestone Firestone burning the earth, the soul the spirit
That each of us have in ourselves yet we look for the one that is right
There is no right ,but the kind heart and the only wrong is the evil and cruel humor of our beings
The firestone shows us that...it burns bright in the dime sunlight
Showing us through the pain there is some kind of hope
It'll just take us a while to get through
Through the fiery smoke
The chocking acid of our poison
That has drifted deep into the ground
And if you look....you can see what we did all around
We just don't blame ourselves for such destruction
Praying to someone for the stupidity we did...asking them to save us
But, through all this....what we was giving do we truly deserver to see past this
Seek in a shell deep in the sea
Or can we really change what we can be?
Look deep ,seek peace, find hope, we say
We say lies in our hearts and blood in the soul will lay
But, if we rise what can we do
For nature is bothering you
The drama ,the trauma, karma
The firestone in our heart....make it burn out and forget the hate
Fire burns...,but water can wash away...
Are we here to go....or are we to stay?
Always There
Your always there lurking in the dark
You might smile or grin or not even say a word to me
You comfort me when I need it and want it
And you always listen to me as I do for you
Your like a brother I never had
A lover I will never have
You my pillow in the night
And a comforting whisper in my mind
Your smile and jokes make me laugh and feel good
Unlike some things in like make me feel today
We get depressed and moody together and understand each others feelings
It's kind of feels good always having you around
So I wont be so lonely laying in the dark
I follow you like a shadow....because you have always been there
Always cared and tried to do stuff for me to make me feel special
And that's what everyone should do for each other
Being around you has mad me glad
That I can feel so happy and comforted around you
You care so much and get so little
But to me you can be an idle
You push towards your goals and hope to retrieve them
As I do the same
We have tough times in life when everything is taken from us
We get rare chances to change our life
But, sometimes we mess it up more sometimes it is our best experience
We make mistakes we fix them
We try to keep things together and hope they don't fall apart
I'm your helper when your tired
Your maid when your at work
You pillow when you sleep
And your friend forever
False Love
I always seek love no matter where I am
People take advantage of it drawing me in
Saying they love me they would never hurt me
That there be there for me forever and never let me go
The same story that always seems to draw me into the stupid game
"I love you" seems to float around more when people are having sex then anything else
The sad though that people think that is love...brings tears to my eyes.
The sad sense of love and hope when I meet someone is just them wanting to sooth me up ...just to do me
The world makes me aggressive because mindless stupid people fall into the dumb circle of games
The love game...the game that twists you around you don't know what's going on
They say they want to meet you...they say they want to take care of you
But, you sadly know the truth and you turn bitter and hateful against the people that have the real thing
They hold hands‘, kiss, cuddle with each other, laugh and all that good stuff
You just turn your nose up on them and push them away
When more people ask for your hand to date you just don’t seem to care you just tell them no this and no that and they throw a fit like a childish baby
All theses things you hoped to get in a relationship of love ..you got tormented, hurt, stepped on. And even raped....
Forced into the sexual love shit that is not love at all
If a guy says that they want to show you how much they love you by fucking you. They just wanted in your pants and never really loved you...same for girls for being whores
Love a word everyone hears some believe some don't
Wonder why most people think this way
Just look at the stupid childish game they play
Not the love game oh no, but the “I love you so lets fuck game"
Love drifts out of your heart
It turns black and soon to dust
It drifts off in the cold bitter wind
While your tears turn to blood
Your soul is dieing, but you don’t care
Why keep a soft heart when everyone else is bitter towards you
You despise them want to kill them
Want to pick up that dagger and stab them repeatedly
"Love ha what a joke” you cry thinking about all the jerks that had set you up
Stood you up, stepped on your heart, made you cry for days months years even.
A broken heart isn’t pretty, but a empty black soul is worse then the rest
What is love to you....
A close friend your always with, but more...or someone you just fuck like a wild animal?
Tape On My Lips Lips held together by tape
In a world so cruel and evil
A simple statement can turn into a racist protect
No words to offended, but only to speak mind
A poet knows no limits to words
For they express our feelings strongly
Words people call evil had been made up just to say them.....
An evil word can be said since people made them evil
Just like people made up heaven and hell
The Indians just had the creator and other beliefs
A simple whisper and people turn sour
Your an outcast out of the group of the circle
Seeking your own way of life...instead of the sheep’s way
No way is right nor wrong, but this is what I believe
Nature is explainable in ways and sometimes it is not
A poets mind is different because it sees what others can not....they think when others are afraid to
A slip of the tongue a rattle of the brains
What is the use of expression oneself if others are against your thoughts
Ignoring there judgment against you ,you simply go on....stating what you want
Ripping the tape off of all the lips that still remain silent against the world
Scared to speech there mind
Scared to be themselves
Scared to be different
I am not scared of being myself nor am I scared of being myself
Let the fire fly at my soul if you despise me.....
I am who I am and everyone else can get used to it if they dislike it
Everyone is different. Everyone has a different soul
Not everyone can be right in the world today
But, we know the good between the bad at times
The tape on the world makes it to silent
Can't silent the children who are only curious, but yet you try to make them change who they are...why?
Is it against your ways....do you think them evil?
Rip your own tape off...and let them grow up there way.....
Can't protect forever...even though you want to.....
The world is cruel and they need to learn
That not everyone is a nice person that is going to treat you nice
Growing up in a world I thought was nice...and got bombed with the evil in it
It rotten my soul to look outside
And see the world on fire
The bitter taste of the dust falling from the sky
Look at us while they die
Despise all that is different
Burning there soul for there beliefs
Kill them all if you think them wrong
But, I'll still be watching from this hill
Smiling because I seen before the others
The fire heading my way
I'll burn when it gets here, but for now lets watch
As people destroy and try to save
Save the world from themselves
Is only to destroy them
To rid the world of them all
For poisoning the earth with there filth
But, yet they replant regrow rehelp....
Confusing statement in this world...we destroy to recreate the world
Let it die and watch it burn
We deserver it for the bitter lies we told
For beaten the different with our canes
Accepting the different in a different way
With open arms I accept there opinions
I accept most of there ways
I am happy with what I see
Different living with same
There is no longer tape.....,but a line between them
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Post by Midnight on Feb 29, 2008 18:07:34 GMT -5
Again & Again I’ll Fall
Again and again I’ll fall
Into the darkness into the black call
Doing it over and over till I can’t feel anymore
To stop the pain I feel every single day
To walk in the darkness of the light
To get off the path and walk my own
More parties more hang outs
More drugs down my throat
Spinning head, intoxicated mind
More and more they feel me with
This is cool this is them
I lost myself years ago…
They kept asking so I decided to try
I been doing it since
Losing control
Doing it more and more
Give me an other drink…I don’t mind if it sting my throat
Give me an other pill so I may snort I don’t care for the burning in my nose
Give me some more pot to smoke…I don’t care that I can’t breath
I want it all I want it more
I want to lay here doing it all…doing it more
I lost control a long time ago
I can’t stop now it’s my blood, my life, my soul
So many people that I sleep with the sex the pleasure the pain
The blood as I slice my skin
The needles pricking me again More all more not enough
I’m with the sheep….I’ll run with them
More I must have more I must take
Stealing ,killing, more money for me
More drugs more fun more stupidity in my mind
Spinning room spinning place
This is not me….look at my face
One more time I need it again
One last night…
I did it again
One last time I’ll breath again
One last time I’ll see again
One last time I’ll have pleasure again
Beat the people beat my mind
One last…one last time
I’m in to deep
I see the devil creep
Into my skin
The deadly pain
Falling to the floor…
Falling to my fate
Is this what is cool
Doing all this stuff
Not who I am, but to do to fit in
I lost my life
I lost myself
I lost my soul
I lost my difference Where will you sit…when you see the shower of the wondering souls
Running like sheep’s in herds without a care in the world
Where will you stand…at there grave or there’s to yours?
Cold Like Burning Fire It's cold outside
The world seems darker and curler
The shadows nip at my soul every time I walk by
Struggling to live
Struggling to find food
Struggling to find a kind soul in the world
People make fron of us
People tell jokes about us
People stare at us when we pass them on the street
A little change to spare
Instead we get a yelling person in our face
The nights get colder
We get shorter
Wondering where to sleep this night
Wondering if some kind soul would give us some money for food
Maybe spare a bit for a drink or to
To dumb the pain I feel everyday
The stares burning my soul
The cold nipping at my broken body
I have nothing left, but I struggle so much to live
No one sees to honor us or show respect
It takes a lot to live on nothing when no one really cares
Sometimes a kind soul will walk by and I’ll ask for a little change they have a bag of food with them
The smile and give me some money and hand me to bag of food
They say keep it and have a nice day
The smile at you and shake your hand...and ask for your name
Like a young angel sent into this hell
To make sure we have something else to keep us going
I might not want no pity
But I could use a friend
Someone to talk to in the cold bitter night
An angels face shinning through the darkness of this world
Eager to spare and to help my soul
Stopping to talk just for the though of making our days better
There face looks over at us. And smiles at us
You wonder if people care
You can't find jobs like most people
Some can't understand
But this angel that follows you around seems to know how you feel
She has a kind soul
A soft touch
A smiling touch
A caring heart
I see her walking down the street
She has little money in her pocket
She is hungry, but stops and looks at me at us
Takes out some money and hands it to me
Without a word she disappears
Who is this caring soul
Who is this person
That seems to care for every living soul
That seeks to help everyone else, but herself
To give others hope in there miserable life
And complain later about there own
Who is this angel that I speak of?
Hidden Dagger(The Dagger Part XII)
Hidden dagger
Hidden in a shadowed place
In a drawer hidden with the others
This one is covered in all kinds of blood
Staining the others I never use
Making them jealous ,bitter, and crule
Hidden dagger bleeds everyday
From the pain of these troubled days
So much do I wish to use it on myself
Cut it dep into my skin and fall onto the cold uncareing ground
Wishing for the brightr days
I'm not of a drugged mind like most are
I see this world as it is
With so many blade hidden in an upper drawer
Waiting and seeking to be used today
Or even the next day
Hidden dagger blade that shines
Stained in blood and all those lies
Seeking the old me though hidden words
So many tears fall as I worry my life away
Hidden dagger what should I do
I'm stuck at a road that has ended
Should I go back or should I go off that path
Seek a new light from this darkened tunnle I walk
A broken me with so many blades
Wondring on the next thing to us them on
A stupid friend
An brain washed teen
A evil soul that needs the death toll
Hidden dagger don't haunt me so
Through all this pain i'm hurting so
The past that follows the want that I seek
But all of those blade that sit in that drawer how much I wish to stab them in everybody
There words
There looks
There stupid twin trend
The sheep of the litter
The mouse of the man
The strong in the weak
And how easily people freak
I'm different
I'm a girl
I'm not scared of the outside world
I do not hide,but grip a daggr so tightly
So sick of this world so sick of this place
Seeking a magic seeking a face
Wrap me in your soft sweet grace
Save me from this disgrace
The broken girl stuck in the race
Seeking the softest lace
Hidden dagger in the dark
Staind with blood of the hidden mark
Below the devils ark
Were I seek the his evil bark
Hidden dagger be there please
Soften my mind and put it as ease
Dripping blood running down
Over the golden crown
Hidden dagger will travel throughout the evil land
Distorying all the man
Intoxicated
This world is so cold and strange
But what we see and feel we can rearrange
From the pain we have to endure today
To the simple little drugs that seem to make it all go away
It is sad to see everyone intoxicated with all these drugs
From pot to pills to drinking way to much
When we can get away from this feeling and feel alive from the cruel that there is outside
Feel the warmth that we used to when we was young
The freedom of us running around
Laughing and playing and skipping around
From all those dare devil risks we used to do
No fear from the world no fear of nothing
Not until we went to school and learn of all those horrors outside of our circle
Something some of us never wanted to be apart of
Now some of our old happy spirits are crushed and broken inside
Depression lurks around every corner
Keeping us from being happy and being the old spirit we used to be
Intoxicated now of everyone
Always drugs to feel happy…..it seems the only way to make us feel free again
Not care about the horrors out there
But here I will say now….
I never take anything to not see…just wish sometimes it wouldn’t be shown to me
The world I love can not be find in a city
But in the country the very thing I envy
The beautiful grass
The colors of the panted sky
The sounds of the glistering stream
Where all the birds come to sing
Where I feel so free
Cool and relaxed I am here
I’m intoxicated by natures wonderful gifts
Not of man and there messed up drugs
There destructive thoughts for peace to war
How many die just to not feel sad….overdosing on there happy drug
Or the sickness of the whole sex crave….
When one only seeks to be loved
Intoxicated sad they can’t see the real fun
That these things are not what can make you have fun
But, to be yourself and let your soul sore
Be different creative…
Intoxicated with your soul
Be you that is the goal
Walking Aiden
Your walking now growing so fast before my eyes. My little nephew a year old now. From being carried everywhere, crawling, now walking. So sweet to watch you grow just like my own son I watch over you. Sweet Aiden my nephew my baby walking around. Here there everywhere you go. Chasing me around the house laughing and playing with me. Your so cute and full of spirit something that keeps me going in he world. I’ll be there for you always to protect you from all the mean shits out there. Walking Aiden don’t grow so fast slow I down make it last. For theses younger years are the most magical. Hidden from all the hate safe from a worst fate. Baby Aiden getting so big smile and make your life worth while. Walking Aiden we love you so much. Little trouble maker of mine Your aunt lovers you very much a whole bunch my little advections baby walking nephew.
A Splash Of Heaven
A Splash Of Heaven
From the great heavens the rain falls
Brining the strength and goodness from the angels
A splash of water
The waters from heaven
They rain down on us to give us hope
To life our spirits and look for nature as our guide
To accept it’s power and it’s strength
Feel the light from the heaven
The cool air around you
The fresh sent intoxicating you
Of white clouds in he sky
Mighty fluffy ones
From heaven the clouds move apart
And open up a path to the angels
With fluttery white wings of magic
To the sweet sounds of there melodies
They are one of the many muses around
To inspire and lift our spirits
White of goodness and pureness
There our guardians
Our shadows in the night
The light when we can not see
A little piece of heaven falls down onto the Earth
Something to protect us all
Splashing from the waters nearby
An angel appears
The Little Splash From Heaven
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